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Just came back from new mexico where I had a daily dope habit of about 2g a day. Was slinging for the guy running the town. Got busted, but cops fucked up the case and got released and left. Kicked fucking hard in jail and came back home to jersey.
Picked up a small OC habit, not much like 10-20mg a day. Would be more but been taking em oral since IVing those is pain in the ass and getting gel in your veins sucks. Went to city 2 days ago and got 2 stamp bags and might do it tomorrow too. Everytime I get close to clean, I just can't stand the thought of it and feel the need to use again.

 

yea getting off the boat is the hardest thing in the world for me. I have have habits with bth up to about a g a day. The used subs to get off. Then got back into it with roxies, and what was left of the old ocs. Just as those dried up, i got on subutex, now im down to .75mg im day 2 of my 25%taper and all i think about is scoring and nodding out. Its hard we just gotta change habits-hobbies. You did good by leaving your old scene in nm. Only problem is the scene in nj is even bigger. Idk man stay strong get to a sub doctor.

 

Yeah serious! Atlantic City.....
I mean I'll rep' A.C. all day long but that's the last place you want to come to if you have a habit.