A year break or a hell of a roll?

[oj415]

Ok I have bee taking pills for about 2 almost three years now.
In april it will be a full 365 days since I last took, looked at or even thought of 1 pill.
I never thought I would make 6 months let alone a year.
There's a part of me that wants to stop,but there's also that other part that knows that 1 pill after a year break would be pretty damn amazing. The last time I did take pills it was a pretty good roll and that was after a 3 month break.
So I'll ask the question which would you choose?
Continuing to stray away from pills or see if I still have any magic left?

 

[No Consequence]

I would say since you've made it this far, Id see how far you could keep going.
MDMA is a beautiful drug, but there are other beautiful things in life.

 

[dudemantom]

If you're likely to fall back into a regimen of dosing I'd say stay away.

If you have the will power to do it once and then go back to waiting. Well, maybe?

 

[Draconian]

yeah that's a tough call, it depends on your personality among other things

 

[MrFaust]

Whenever I'm in your same situation I usually ask myself if I truly want to do it again and if the answer is yes, then I just try not to think about it any more then I have been, but I keep in mind that if I bumb into it I'll eat it. I dont purposely seek it out but if I happen to be doing something with some people and they are all eating beans I join in. It makes you go waay slower and keeps the drug searching and buying to other people.

 

[oj415]

Thanks to all who replied, I guess I just needed some feedback, as of right now I'll probably stay away, because when I did use I went way over board a few times.
And truthfully I thank MDMA because it's still made me who I am today. I had a fun two years but I think I'll just leave the memories of it
Again thanks to the replies I really appreciate it.

 

[dudemantom]

Thanks to all who replied, I guess I just needed some feedback, as of right now I'll probably stay away, because when I did use I went way over board a few times.
And truthfully I thank MDMA because it's still made me who I am today. I had a fun two years but I think I'll just leave the memories of it
Again thanks to the replies I really appreciate it.

Wise decision my friend

 

[eLW]

dont call it magic,call it serotonin. some poeple rebuild it in few weeks some in few months. depends how much you abused it. 1 years is pretty good time to take some MDMA In my opinion.

 

[severely etarded]

Thanks to all who replied, I guess I just needed some feedback, as of right now I'll probably stay away, because when I did use I went way over board a few times.
And truthfully I thank MDMA because it's still made me who I am today. I had a fun two years but I think I'll just leave the memories of it
Again thanks to the replies I really appreciate it.

If you're lucky enough to dream that you're dropping some pills you know are good, you can get an awesome roll that feels so real, but really isn't

 

[zakkula]

if you can control yourself afterwards, go for it, if not, then dont even bother. luckily ive finally found some willpower recently and stopped abusing. only popped once in 4 months, and will be waiting 2-3 months before i dose again. the experience is so much more authentic and awesome if u wait longer and dont do it as frequently. nothing like feeling it like the first time all over again...