a strange night

[citizen cained]

ok so i have rolled about once a month since november 2010 with various dosages but all from the same batch of crystal, the first time i was fucked and had the best night ever, second was a bit like the first, 3rd was a bit weak and the 4th (last night) was prob the worst, i still had a lot of fun but didn't feel much empathy or closeness, i did feel willingness to communicate and was really happy and had eye wiggles and the glasses effect (hilarious, first time i have had this) and i took 170mg (weighed out) all my other doses were eyeballed which could explain the difference in strength
so i think i may have lost the magic? however i have been taking 1000mg vit c and a multivitamin everyday since the 3rd roll so think it might be something to do with that?

i won't be rolling again until june so that gives me a 4 month break.


unrelated but i was in burger king with a few mates who were also rolling and we were talking to some sober girls who my rolling mate randomly started talking to and one of them randomly in mid conversation got up and stroked my face and hair saying "you are so, so high on E!!!" .....i liked it, it was fun

 

[foxyloxy55]

You've rolled four times and you think you "lost the magic" already? Definitely not. This is the danger in overusing this phrase. Too many threads like this. People are afraid they are going to "lose the magic" before they start rolling.

The MDMA could've been different strength. It could've been cut with something. Maybe you're just too worried about losing the magic and that prevented you from enjoying the roll. Maybe the set and setting wasn't right - this is more important than people think. There are a number of factors that could've played a roll here, forget about that magic business.

 

[firstmoment]

maybe u just dont realize how easily you develop a tollerance to mdma. a month between rolls is not nearly enough time to get the most out of your rolls.

although i realize the thought of waiting 3 or more months between rolls is probably a lot like saying "hey buddy how about you start eating your own fecal matter after every bowel movement??"

roll 3 or 4 times a year always spaced out with at the very least 90 days in between. or start pre loading piricetam

 

[Legerity]

Don't worry about magic. If you are not getting what you want out of the experiences then space them out more, change the environment, roll with different people, etc.

If you analyze each roll to death and try to pick apart what you did or did not experience, you may just end up diminishing the enjoyment for nothing. Have fun.