littlepenguin
Bluelighter
ahh, what?
my life is more stable than some people i know who don't use drugs.
the more i think about your question, the more asinine it sounds - 'havent you ever wanted a stable life?' well fuck no sir, i desire a crazy fucked up shit tornado of a life!' um...no.
I am not associated with 'drug addicts.' I have a fuckton of friends, many long term, very close - and these folks haven't the slightest idea that I use drugs. There's about 3-5 friends who use as well, and those are the ones that do know. I don't surround myself with people who are flagrantly strung the fuck out or nodding like a rag doll, because obviously if I am seen with them, I'd be associated with that behaviour. Now I can go get twacked out and miss quite a bit of sleep and be a bit on the neurotic side, but I know when I don't need to be leaving the house or be seen by my family.
I never said I was waiting for this dude to get down on one knee and spend the rest of my life with him, I was just interested in seeing if anybody had similar experiences and if so, what their outcomes were. Pretty sure that has nothing to do with a yearning for a "stable life" and frankly, I'd like to hear - what the fuck exactly IS a 'stable life?' America's bullshit conundrum 'dream' of a marriage and a cat and a white picket fence? well - you can keep that 'stability' cuz I ain't interested.
