no longer believe you read these - w4m
Date: 2012-04-21, 12:37AM IST
Reply to: 5d5dm-2
but if it were so, i should say i miss the rapport we had before we defined ourselves with labels and feelings be told. that was innocence and happiness don't you think? i radically accept the situation whilst standing firmfast in my jealousy. if you only knew the awful (to me) scenarios playing in my head last night and today. i wanted to write to you about them, but did not want to be crass, so i am abstaining. i fear it will not be okay between us till i find another. replacements seem to work. is that awful to say? i mean, i replaced you till you came back one day and then i realized how absolutely wonderful you are and completely terrifying to me. then i wished i had never replaced you then. so it goes...missed chances, missed connections, and life goes on. what does it take to make a person stay? i suppose when things are good within.
does love really last forever? or only for some? i know it changes over time. from romantic excitement to practical companionship. is it possible to keep the flame alive?
some people marry for practicality. i hope i'm never one of those
i am sexually attracted to you. and i know you are not to me. and so it goes the fat lady sings...lol