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Benzo Pete

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Lets start off with the obvious, my real name isn't Benzo Pete, LOL. I just like Benzos. LOL.
I'm 34 and have used drugs from the age of 13, I got into Heroin and Crack at 16 and have used pretty much daily (not incuding prison time) since then. I've tried detox's, Subbie's, Meth, cold turkey many times with no luck. I'm currently being priscribed 50ml Meth from a drug clinic and two 7.5ml Zoppie's and three 10ml Diazipam daily from my doctor. This time's different though, i've lost 2 family members (cousins) in 6 months from overdosing and i'm not going to be the 3rd funeral family are going to have to attend in 12 months. i'm determing to see it through this time. We'll see though, i've said all this many times before, let's hope this time is different.
Can't think of what else to put, I guess i'll get to know other members of Bluelight and they'll get to no more off me over time.
 
Sorry to hear of your troubles Pete. I hope that we can be an outlet for you in this challenging period. Enjoy the site, and make sure your especially check out our 'Recovery Support' forums for a look at experiences of folk who may be in / have been in similar positions.

(big up from Wolverhampton crw. btw %) ;) =D <3 - Stee xx )
 
I hope you find the strength because its there. Im hitting my bong like cheech and chong but here it goes. We have to live through the bad days to appreciate the good ones. Every one has to hit bottom. We all fall apart some time or another. Its picking ourself back up and getting back on the horse. Thats the tough part. I have been riding horses since diapers. My first barrel run at a competition, horse slipped we both went down I broke my foot from the impact of saddle. Everyone including medics came running to me. I got up, asked for a leg up amd got back on my horse. We re ran but it didnt count all that mattered was I finished even though it didnt make a difference. I was determined. If I gave up I probably would hae ended my riding career. I have come a long way and have more to go but I look back at that moment and say I did it. I know its different than drugs but I also have past with them. If you catch my drift- you cannot give up. When you are at your lowest thats when youll find the strength.

John wayne said, Courage is being scared to death but saddling up anyways.
 
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