A Moment of clarity...

[John Mackinaw]

I am convinced that after taking Molly/E/X your brain remembers how to make the most out of things in your life. I am saying this because it has been about a month since I rolled last and it seems easier to make the most out of any situation in life. Not only that, it seems like I am able to tackle problems with more focus, rather than getting your mind wrapped up in your emotions or clouded by BS. I actually seem to think through tough situations better than my other friend's who haven't rolled and I will actually come up with a solution to a problem that makes things easier for us and they will agree on that part.

I mean it is used in special cases as a psychoactive drug for a reason right? Maybe it all depends on your personality and what you make of it. And you may notice this more if you are actually taking it to enjoy life and not just to get high off it, unless you have skillz and you can do both , but thats besides the fact lolz.

Anybody have any more thoughts on this? Does any of this make sense or am I just speaking jibberish?? 8)

 

[Legerity]

Yeah man it is certainly possible to get some lasting benefits from MDMA. Like you said, I think it depends on the person and how the drug is used. We can learn from any experience that we have, and being able to experience complete acceptance and love even if temporarily can have a lasting effect and make us more able to experience these things without any drug.

There is often a recovery period after the roll where people are more likely to experience anxiety or depression. This is where it is up to us to work on consciously re-creating a positive outlook. It's kind of like mental strength training. Otherwise it's easy to just look forward to the next roll and not appreciate the time in between which is actually the majority of our life.

Glad you have experienced positive effects from it

 

[MilliVanilli]

That's good to hear how much you have taken from your experience. Not jibberish at all, it's experiences like these as to why people should, or one of the reasons why people should use drugs. Not the whole 'get fucked up thing', but to better understand yourself, and progress further from each experience.

I guess when you are younger, it is easy to loose sight of that and get caught up in the whole party scene, which by all means isn't necessarily a bad thing, more a learning curve, but your intentions aren't the same. I mean, when you do it in a club late at night, you are unlikely to gain the outlook you have. Unless that is how you got it, I don't know, but I know that if I was to achieve something like what you have, set and setting would play a big part of it.

But yeah, a great example of how this drug can be used constructively. Glad to hear it was a good, thought provoking roll.

MV

 

[pokemaster420]

I agree with this, before I took e, I thought I knew what happiness in life meant. I'm not saying that you need drugs to be happy, what I'm trying to say is that it made my expectations of being happy even higher so I choose to be even more happy now, without drugs.. if that makes sense. I try to go through everyday as if I was on E, just strolling around and being happy.. no fucking homo.. but yeah, I think through things more clearly and I socialize a lot more. Lol, I thought alcohol made you socialize but E... damn.. a whole nother levelllllll. I think eventually, you can feel as if you're on E without taking E.. well without the body orgasms and jaw clenching and eye wiggles... but you guys know what I mean.. You don't need E to have a good time..

 

[John Mackinaw]

Gives me a warm and fuzzy to know that some people understand this too. Thanks for the positive comments, definitely helps me put things in perspective and know that its not just me. Hopefully more people can use this drug to improve their life as well, rather than just looking forward to their next roll and not appreciating their life in between like Legerity said.

And yeah pokemaster420, I understand completely when you say "no homo", because certian things can be perceived as that by many people, who need to see past that so that they can enjoy life more, if that makes any sense.