~a long way~

[neverwas]

its mother's day today
im suprised you're not around.
to listen to how much i love you.
i hate you
so i can tell you just how far ive really come.
without you

but i guess i know the reasons
why you left the way you did.
you just didnt give a fuck
why you gave up ur materal instincts.
passed me off like a rotten peice of meat.
i despise you

the mothers'days that have gone on by
left me crying and hurting
always wondering why.
but the one thats rocked around today
i didnt even think of you
as i relaised just how far i'd come.

its mother's day today
im suprised you're not around.
to listen to how much i love you.
i hate you
so i can tell you just how far ive really come.
without you

it's mother's day today
and i just want you to really know.
in all honesty...
how much i do still think of you...
how i wish you could watch me grow.

...but you're not...

 

[katmeow]

I like the dichotomy of this...the bravado of wanting to be tough and saying it doesn't matter, combined with that part of you that will always remain hopeful

Nice work kel... this was a good piece of writing.

*hugs*