A little piece I wrote about the aspects of me that speed brings out

[Horton-Scorton]

I wrote this about the conniving, antisocial asshole I become on speed. My name is Jordan, but Negative Gregory is my brooding, destructive alter-ego that is released when amphetamine or methamphetamine enters my blood. Kind of like Mr. Hyde.

Here goes.


Negative Gregory sleeps with your girl and slaps your mother's ass. Fumbling bumbling squelching belching, stumbling member of the "Fickle Fiend Class."

I curse the day, I curse the moment, Negative Greg was born. The bastard was conceived in Beelzebub's sleeve. Brought up on amphetamine and porn.

Try to castrate, try to sever. Impotent flaccid shrunken lever. Tired of brooding lurking down-mooding, shooting lines of NOT ONE THING.

Night time day time Gregory fucks, he fucks your peace of mind. Sunglassed freak and babbling speak, he's nothing of a kind.

Negative Gregory, part of my system. Central nervous wreck. Can't be human and lack of movement. A poisonous raw-nerve effect. A non-functional ejaculate wreck.

Negative Gregory?
"Who the fuck is he?"

I'm ashamed to admit he's a version of me. The real crass low-class poisonous me. Let's stop him let's kick him, we'll prevent him and resent him.

 

[Alex007]

Very good read, I'm sure a lot of people can relate to these feelings. You evoke a lot of emotion and successfully capture the hypersexual element of amphetamine use, especially the psychological aspect of it. Once again, great stuff and continue writing.

 

[ugly]

that could be the seeds for a deeply entertaining novel. Don't stop writing that piece... imho you can really build a world all your own behind those few lines.

In case you are not aware of it, I think it would be helpful for you to know that just because this a forum with a lot of drug conversations happening, you will get judged very harshly in this forum for using speed. Drug users who don't use speed consider speed to be a low class trailer trash drug. Why drug users feel confident enough to be hateful and insult speed users, who knows. According to them, they are just simply better than other BLers.

The self centered self serving empty headed BLers may leave you alone since I just put them on blast, or they may come here and say mean things about you or your post because Speed is forbidden among the church going BLer's around this place.

If I can help you or discuss something that pertains to our mutual understanding of drug culture, inbox me. If no one says anything about how you mentioned Speed without including a 30 page addendum to explain who you think you are, you dodged a bullet. If you would like to discuss some aspect of speed in depth, don't do it on the public chat. inbox somebody. Save yourself as much hassle as possible... good luck!