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Stimulants a few questions

snazzy_sn

Bluelighter
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I like to tell people I've spent the last year awake, and it's not far from the truth. On a good week I'd be getting maybe a grand total of sixteen hours sleep spread out.

I've been alternating smoking and shooting.

My question is...
In the last month I removed myself from the scene and have only used twice but... every time I go to sleep I fall in to a near fucking comatose. This makes my job very difficult and any kind of self improvement near impossible.

I've been around methamphetamine my whole life and was exposed to manufacturing as a child.
I was recently very fortunate to be given a free pass out of some very scary things.

Since moving back to the city it seems all I've managed to do is get a job and not do meth.
Does the thousand year sleep usually last this long?
Aside from not being able to do very much I'm starting to feel bad about myself.
I'm starting to gain weight and drink more and more to not think about shit.

I dunno what to do next. I have many ideas I have of things I'd like to do. I'm twenty two and the world is so full of possibilities but I can hardly wake up.

Is this normal? What do I do next? Heh.
 
^I also used to be able to put ideas together in a much more coherent, efficient, and aesthetically pleasing manner.
Bwahaha
 
I know I will. Heh. I'm just so sick of being constantly lethargic. A month of exhaustion is pretty depressing and pretty daunting in terms of what this recovery process is gonna be like
 
If you really think you have problems see a psychiatrist. They might prescribed bupropion. You should see a therapist regardless.
 
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