So Im a first timer for MDMA, taken on the passing weekend on Saturday and it is now Monday as I write this. For one, I was extremely careless in the way I went about taking it, not dividing dosages and having an extremely high amount, (I was recommended 100mg, I would prefer not to state how much it was unless it is completely necessary for someone to understand the condition I'm in).
Perhaps Im worrying a lot more than I should be, but I figured it's pretty acceptable considering it was my first time.
So onto the condition, it has probably been about 48 hours since I consumed it and I am experiencing a few issues with my vision. After looking up the comedown after effects and I seemed to relate to a few things that people were saying, but I wanted to explain it myself to someone so I can know if it is much of an issue or just patience. For one, I spent a lot of time of my high outside while the sun was still reasonably out in fields and grass as such, instead of in a party, the offer was there for it so I said why not. At the time, the green and yellow of the fields began to take a toll on my vision, and all whites began to appear as green and yellow. This is the effect that has died down the most, but I still notice it every now and again. That is the only issue that has persisted that was within the high since I rolled and I just assumed myself that it is something that will eventually wear off. However in the coming hours after the night and going into the evening, I found it difficult to distinguish certain colours such as green, and instead there were just grey blotches across said coloured objects. As well as this, my vision has generally just become very blurred and it has become extremely difficult to focus on certain things before they become distorted or even just disappear behind a blurry blind spot. If an example, it has become quite hard to read a lot of things unless I am close to the object, and on screens such as my phone or PC, I can only read by trying not to focus on what Im reading. Shapes and faces have also been hard to identify since the high.
I apologise if this was long winded, in the wrong forum category or generally just a bit irritant as it can obviously be seen that I am pretty worried, but I am likely too young to be getting involved in Class A's so soon, but it was my first time and I probably won't do it again for a while, and if I do it will be in much lower dosage. I'd just like to know if this is normal for a so say high dosage for a first timer and how long it will persist for. If it is n't normal, is there anything I can do about it?
Thanks.
Perhaps Im worrying a lot more than I should be, but I figured it's pretty acceptable considering it was my first time.
So onto the condition, it has probably been about 48 hours since I consumed it and I am experiencing a few issues with my vision. After looking up the comedown after effects and I seemed to relate to a few things that people were saying, but I wanted to explain it myself to someone so I can know if it is much of an issue or just patience. For one, I spent a lot of time of my high outside while the sun was still reasonably out in fields and grass as such, instead of in a party, the offer was there for it so I said why not. At the time, the green and yellow of the fields began to take a toll on my vision, and all whites began to appear as green and yellow. This is the effect that has died down the most, but I still notice it every now and again. That is the only issue that has persisted that was within the high since I rolled and I just assumed myself that it is something that will eventually wear off. However in the coming hours after the night and going into the evening, I found it difficult to distinguish certain colours such as green, and instead there were just grey blotches across said coloured objects. As well as this, my vision has generally just become very blurred and it has become extremely difficult to focus on certain things before they become distorted or even just disappear behind a blurry blind spot. If an example, it has become quite hard to read a lot of things unless I am close to the object, and on screens such as my phone or PC, I can only read by trying not to focus on what Im reading. Shapes and faces have also been hard to identify since the high.
I apologise if this was long winded, in the wrong forum category or generally just a bit irritant as it can obviously be seen that I am pretty worried, but I am likely too young to be getting involved in Class A's so soon, but it was my first time and I probably won't do it again for a while, and if I do it will be in much lower dosage. I'd just like to know if this is normal for a so say high dosage for a first timer and how long it will persist for. If it is n't normal, is there anything I can do about it?
Thanks.
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