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A Box of Toys For Brains- PD SpaceBar

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D_9, being a pharmacy tech is a cool job, real easy going and if you have cool co-workers its fun too. Not that counting 100's of oxy's a day is'nt fun too. I was a pharm tech for a couple years, but in the end i found the job too tempting, if you know what i mean, so i had to find another. Now i work at a high school :D keeping the bad kids in check. :)

Samadhi Planes, i envy your "mild winters." over here they are anything but mild. Man what i wouldnt do to go naked sunbathing right now. BTW, where do you do it where you have enough privacy, or do you just let the little guy hang out for all to see?

Swillow, much love and luck to you kicking the benzos. Im having a pretty hard time getting off Heroin. But its for the best (at least in my case as i dont NEED heroin). Be strong brother, you can beat it.
Swerz, you too. Im not sure what your addiction is to but whatever it is you are stepping in the right direction friend.

love and lite to you all. <3
 
^Opiates are my monkey of choice. Dilaudid, Opana, Roxicodone, Morphine Sulphate.. those fuckers will be the ruin of me. Doing my hardest not to cop a bag and go nuts. I WANT to get better, I can't live like this forever. And nor can my fiance or family.

Maybe a visit to the elfcountry via DMT will help me understand why I do such selfdestructive things.
 
yeh i had a feeling it was opiates.
well good luck brother, im fighting the same fight you are.
Ive been using H almost daily for the last couple months. Im down to just a couple bags from which i take small bumps to ease the pain, rather than bangin them and getting a nice high.

Good luck brother.
 
Samadhi Planes, i envy your "mild winters." over here they are anything but mild. Man what i wouldnt do to go naked sunbathing right now. BTW, where do you do it where you have enough privacy, or do you just let the little guy hang out for all to see?
little guy hahahah :D I love that

I have the perfect spot...its close to a pond near my house (5 minute walk through incredibly dense forest).

I get out at the pond it is basically a runoff pond and it used only once in awhile by near-by neighbors (walk their dogs out to it mostly)...EXCEPT there are beautiful birds nesting (both woodpeckers and blue herons!) and also canadian geese and mallard ducks...fish swimming in the waters...and lots of trees and neat plants and such growing...its really a paradise for atlanta. Anyways, I crawl around a marshy area on the farside of the pond (where nobody can come out at unless they've taken the bushwhack I take). There is an area where there are VERY tall reeds...I place myself on the wayward side of these tall reeds and POOF - I disappear!

Right now this spot gets sun from 1pm-5:30pm. Its perfect! Anytime within that window if I have the chance and I see it is going to remain sunny for a little while I'll grab my stuff (a thing of water, bowl, pot, book, sleeping pad, backpack) and head there to chill. Sometimes I chance it if I see its breaking I will head out and hope it totally breaks right when I get out there (thats a LOVELY feeling to catch a 30minute window of sun you wouldn't have otherwise if you hadn't risked it).

Its red clayish powdery dirt so sometimes I don't use a sleeping pad and laying out and squirm in the red dirt, getting it all over my body. It feels great to rub those minerals into your skin and have your sweat drip them slowly off.

I am there in my private world...but can still take note of who is chillin' on the regular side of the pond. When somebody comes to chill I just take a moment and slip my shorts on (no reason to alarm anybody at the naked psychedelic boy on the farside of the pond). Plus some random family has one time walked out there so I like to be respectful.

Anyways, as soon as I get there I take my sandals off take my shirt off and then walk around a little saying hello to fish and frogs and also checking out progress this woodpecker is making on a collection of really dead trees (he's grubbing the fuck out on those things!). Then I shortly return to my spot lay out my sleeping pad and get naked!

OHHHHHhhhhhhhHHhhhhh....it feels so good to have sunshine beat down on my dick and balls and ass and thighs and stomach and face....MMmmmmm...I'm designed to be naked outside! It makes me SO happy!

Years ago I would get aroused physically laying in the sunshine naked...the feeling on my penis was TOO good. Nowadays I'm calmed down a little but it still makes me kinda horny. Especially lately since I'm running a cycle of testosterone I can have some crazy fantastical daydreams laying there naked.

I blaze the fuck out of that pond too and have recently toked DMT out there. I tripped on a little bit of mescaline too...its glorious out there on mescaline the birds are so alive and active.

Its really been a life-saver for me living within the outskirts of such a big city. So much so that I'm considering trying to find a spot around the world where I can do this full-time for 3-4 months this next winter (lately I've been researching Bali as a good spot to chill in the sun). What can I say...I love sunbathing! <3
 
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I had another encounter with "The DMT King" today. He wasn't any nicer to me this time either.

What is it with me and DMT? At first the experiences were nice and sparkly, but lately they've just became more and more horrible. I get stuck in time loops and get my mind shattered into thousand pieces... I would like to have those earlier nice experiences back, but how? Is it just a set(ting) thing?

And how do I keep myself from meeting this King fellow? He's just nasty. I don't think he's really a king at all, just claims to be... I'd like to meet those nice & friendly entities again.
 
Yeah, the thought crossed my mind. I've been thinking of taking a small break on all psychedelics. It gets too hard to integrate with all these chaotic experiences.
 
yeah I ask myself what is the point anymore if the trip is not adding anything meaningful to my life.

If you wait longer than you've been waiting then you're bound to get meaningful content in your DMT trips.

Its only common sense that if you bombard your brain with DMT your trips will get more chaotic and less profound.

But, DMT is not the worst drug in the world to go overboard on...Oh how I know that =D
 
I just think my mind couldn't handle a third encounter with the DMT King. So when I smoke DMT again some day, I'd like to know is there any way to steer the experience? Like, can I enter the address somewhere and choose which entity I want to pay a visit to?
 
Afternoon psychy folks - The DMT king isn't to be messed with dread - he'll have you clapped in irons as soon as look at you. ;)

Maybe listen to the message, if there is one ? :)

Or smoke some more DMT for clarification :D

Gaian Smiles - when I was a kid I would have called you a hippy nudist & probably have thrown stones at you & taunted your general weirdness - thankfully I have evolved :D
 
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I got to play monster game with some kids outside on my street yesterday. It was fun one little girl ran after me growling like a monster and I let her chase me around. Then she turned into a giggle-box she thought it was so funny how scared I was pretending to be.
 
The DMT king isn't to be messed with dread - he'll have you clapped in irons as soon as look at you.

You don't have to tell me... I'm quite convinced he has the power to permanently disrupt your sanity, if he wishes. Also he can control time and trap you in time loops...
 
You don't have to tell me...

hey Dread, I think you're reinforcing these memes in your head too strongly. The DMT visuals are very chaotic and then BOOM they start to form recognizable shapes and figures. The figures (entities) they form are based on your own conceptual framework...they are the attempt of your brain to order the chaotic beauty and form images which are interpretable. They are nothing more than creations of your mind (I do remain open however that they exist as 'possible objects' in 'possible worlds' other than our actual world).

My suggestion is don't remain attached to these ideas. Give them up. Let yourself float with no commitments. Your next DMT trip may very well be underwater plant world talking with mermaids. Who knows? Who really cares either? Its not like the form of the entities have much at all to do with anything. The real greatness of DMT (IMO!) is the biochemical changes that occur in your brain afterwards (the anti-depressant 'afterglow') - that leave you predisposed to making positive lifestyle changes that will make you happy for the long-term.

The trip itself is of little consequence for one's life.

This view has taken me 3 years to come to after smoking DMT for many many sessions. I don't want to say its the RIGHT view...it just works for me...
 
...there are beautiful birds nesting (both woodpeckers and blue herons!)...
Good to see you enjoying yourself, Pinocchio.


Dread, when I smoked DMT for the first time a few months ago, it felt like I was on the biggest rollercoaster in the world: scared shitless for two minutes, then laughing my ass off after it was over, and already queuing up for the next ride... :D
 
Fever hallucinations are a trip, maaaaan. Though I'd love nothing more than to be on the mend right now. Hope everyone is well! And remember to wash your hands and avoid other people's germs! I didn't and consequently have been bedridden for the past two days. Ugh.

Also, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0uuCNAwXGaQ

That is all. :)
 
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