MAX_DEVIOUS
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jan 11, 2018
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- 5
Please peeps, i need some insight and im curious to what perspectives an outside eye may have to offer. Im a 26 year old guy from the boston area. I met the girl who influenced and shaped not only who i am now but how my life turned out about 12 years ago in high school. We got together 8 years ago to skip the b/s and i was already using H by then. After we got together i was able to hid my weekly chippers away from her (i was 18 then) for about a year. She caught wind and demanded to try it. I was with a buddy who happened to be the first asshole (RIP*SUICIDE*) that shot me up when i was 16. I told her as a friend over all else "NO DUDE IT WILL RUIN EVERYTHING" he agreed to give her a shot tho after i told her to leave me. After that night the last 8 years have been mostly a blur. I just wanna skip a long story and get to the point.
I got sober going on a month ago after we've been living apart cause she got kicked out of my moms apartment for overdosing about 6 months ago. i had been getting high maybe once a week and finally got back on subs. I told her she needed to do the same thing, she ended up getting high at the friends house she was staying at, then stayed 2 nights at our friends place on their couch before she got caught stealing xanax red handed and i had to go there to get her to the hospital and try and get her section 35. Here in MA its a civil commitment issued by the courts for someone whos drug or alcohol use puts them in danger to themselves and its mandatory 30 days locked down I was sectioned a year ago so i think its her only shot at a chance of getting some perspective from running around getting high/
I dont wanna go into super detail if no one reads this anyways but i thought it was worth a shot
I snuck her into my neighbors apartment for the night cause she promised she would go in front of the judge this morning and self commit.I told her to be up by 9 so we could walk over to the court house and she didnt text back until noon. backing out of couse/
Im scared shes gonna die and my life here in boston is fucked
I have an offer to travel down to arizona and work on a farm and travel with my buddy. He said he could send me a bus ticket in the next 2 weeks...i wanna go
I got sober going on a month ago after we've been living apart cause she got kicked out of my moms apartment for overdosing about 6 months ago. i had been getting high maybe once a week and finally got back on subs. I told her she needed to do the same thing, she ended up getting high at the friends house she was staying at, then stayed 2 nights at our friends place on their couch before she got caught stealing xanax red handed and i had to go there to get her to the hospital and try and get her section 35. Here in MA its a civil commitment issued by the courts for someone whos drug or alcohol use puts them in danger to themselves and its mandatory 30 days locked down I was sectioned a year ago so i think its her only shot at a chance of getting some perspective from running around getting high/
I dont wanna go into super detail if no one reads this anyways but i thought it was worth a shot
I snuck her into my neighbors apartment for the night cause she promised she would go in front of the judge this morning and self commit.I told her to be up by 9 so we could walk over to the court house and she didnt text back until noon. backing out of couse/
Im scared shes gonna die and my life here in boston is fucked
I have an offer to travel down to arizona and work on a farm and travel with my buddy. He said he could send me a bus ticket in the next 2 weeks...i wanna go