This is coming from someone who takes psychedelics seriously and spiritually: Not every trip has got to have some kind of purpose in mind. Psychedelics are really just tools, in the hands of us, people. Just because they are tools doesn't mean they have to be used a certain way. I feel like the reason this TR is getting flack is because a lot of people here view psychedelics as somewhat "holy", and get annoyed when they aren't always treated as such by others. The thinking that "someone is tending the light at the end of the tunnel", and Youkai should be punished by some kind of "LSD gods" is seriously flawed, IMO. They are just tools in the hands of whatever user they find themselves in... and they are free to do whatever they want with them. I've got a feeling that Youkai has more diverse experience with psychs than most posting on this board. Trust me, I'm not one to try and take sides either way, I'm just trying to offer some perspective.