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8 ball of crack and 25-30 hits of lsd - inexperienced

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Oompa Loompa doompety doo
I've got a perfect puzzle for you
Oompa Loompa doompety dee
If you are wise you'll listen to me

What do you get when you guzzle down drugs
Intention and purpose left behind with a shrug
What are you doing frying your brain
As all Self-respect swirls down the drain
I don't like the look of it

Oompa Loompa doompety da
If you're not greedy, you will go far
You will live in happiness too
Like the Oompa Loompa doompety do
Doompety do
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this is pretty fucked up right here. So may drugs and so little essence in this report. I have no idea what crack is like , but still....
 
I don't generally post a great deal, but I frequently lurk...

I can really see the difference that you've taken Youkai from a very positive energy glowing person to a guy who is going all out and from what I can see is killing himself. Take a look at this post vs one you made a year ago...

I don't see a problem with taking drugs or even mixing them.. but don't let the drugs control you, man.

I wish you the best and I'm sending good energy your way.

PLUR.
 
take care of yourself brother

and i dunno what up north constitutes for you but if it's near me, well, you know...
 
I echo isotopic_parody's observation.

But then again I am turning into a prude when it comes to drugs these days.

Crack+LSD ? Luckily the gods have bigger fish to fry...
 
isotopic_parody said:
I don't generally post a great deal, but I frequently lurk...

I can really see the difference that you've taken Youkai from a very positive energy glowing person to a guy who is going all out and from what I can see is killing himself. Take a look at this post vs one you made a year ago...
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I've gotta disagree with this, and even question your sanity. A year ago youkai was constantly smoking dmt, and planned to move into a national park to get away from "corrupt humanity."

Now analyze that for just a second. Use your critical thinking skills. Dmt, some purified chemical that you smoke, become disabled, and see visions and feel like you're on the verge of understanding the universe or that you do understand the universe. Living in the forest with no means of supporting oneself, to avoid "corrupt humanity."

Now that you've thought about it, doesn't it seem absurd to imply that youkai has somehow 'fallen off'? Now he is only taking lsd and heroin or crack, all very popular, all stuff you can function on, and 2/3 of the bunch even have proven medical uses.

Furthermore, the once elusive future where everything is understood has finally begun to converge with reality, albeit a reality where all thought and understanding revolve around the acquisition of powdered injectables. Thanks to the Giasphere BL is here to reduce his harm with needle sharing safety tricks and to provide encouragement on the psychedelic enlightenment quest.
 
^^ Dude, DMT lasts for minutes. He wasn't smoking it 24/7. I think it's pretty absurd to say that you can function better while IVing heroin and smoking crack than smoking DMT daily.

Anyway I'll say it again here, that I may not be speaking for everyone but I have been concerned for Youkai ever since he got here and started posting. However I am considerably more concerned now.

I think you just need to accept that a lot of people feel that there is legitimate use for psychedelics. If you don't think there is, that's fine, it's your opinion, but you don't need to try to muscle it into everyone here (plus it used to be your opinion, remember?). Granted, smoking DMT every day and carrying on with overuse of psychedelics is not going to be ultimately beneficial, but physically at the very least it's going to do a lot less damage than his current practices. And getting away from society by living in a national forest isn't my choice, but do you realize he had a place to stay and people to stay with when he did that? If he feels that humanity and/or society is corrupt, that's his prerogative. No need to judge him for that. He's not the only one.

Additionally, whether Youkai was smoking DMT too much or not, he certainly had a positive, glowing energy. Have you ever met him or spoken with him? If not, then I don't suspect you would really know what he is like.

And finally, could you please stop transforming our concern for Youkai into your vendetta against Bluelight? Does it even matter if people are more concerned now than they were a year ago? The point is we're concerned.
 
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I agree with Xorkoth's last point. It is very inappropriate hottbuttaz to use this as an opportunity to attack Bluelight in general.

Please take that somewhere else. We're real people behind these nicks.

peace,
samadhi
 
I still don't get the bit where he had 25 hits

Nor do I appreciate when in the trip report he took an entire 8 ball.

Am I just too old these days to even understand the OP?
 
I didnt know you were into that Youkai, Im glad your took a detox break man, DMT is supposed to point you towards a better life not a life enveloped in the constant struggle to find more crack. BE safe
 
Now he is only taking lsd and heroin or crack, all very popular, all stuff you can function on, and 2/3 of the bunch even have proven medical uses.
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So let me get this straight. It's better to take crack because it's popular and DMT is obscure? And it's not so bad to abuse a drug recreationally if it has an accepted medical use? You've got some weird way of looking at the world there, IMNSHO.

Ah yes, the world is just chock full of functioning crack heads. 8)
 
There's people who function and smoke rocks sometimes... I'm not sure Youkai will be one of them, based on what he said and admitted to.


The problem with crack is that it leaves your soul empty, and the user is in constant regret, turmoil, emotional crisis, if you have a real problem it will get to that point.

With DMT, you don't need to worry about that at all...
 
That's pretty crazy, you really love crack. If this is true, you are a brave man.
 
samadhi_smiles said:
I agree with Xorkoth's last point. It is very inappropriate hottbuttaz to use this as an opportunity to attack Bluelight in general.

Please take that somewhere else. We're real people behind these nicks.

peace,
samadhi
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agreed...

i'm really concerned about you, youkai... first the reckless mdma use, now this :/ i wish you the best of luck, i hope you find your way... <3 <3 <3

endless love,
L
 
..i actually liked this report.


i dont understand how you could be doing both tho.
shit would have me spun out like a motherfucker.

be safe.
 
I don't dislike bluelight or anything, although I question the harm that is actually reduced, I think we see a valid question in these 2 "trip reports" themselves. I was just typing up some of my feelings/thoughts. Don't want 2 derail further.
 
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