I dosed like 50grams of potent green or red maeng-da or bali, when i used to use kratom. Also had little green pills, so called "pressed powder into pills" but they were suspiciosly potent.
I also took like big spoonful or 2 of powder every 4 hours...Now i am running out of my meds and i am ill, my balls hurt and i'am cold. Still taking higher than recommended doses of tramadol...like 150mg in the morning and than 75mg every 2 hours but they contains acetaminophen

At night i used dextrometorfan+tizanidine+alprazolam and was sleeping like a baby after few hour of dxm mindfuck.
I didnt take my mirtazapine and cyproheptadine and doesn't feel any difference. But i need to take vortioxetine every day, 2-3 days without it results in severe withdrawal. So called non-addictive atypical antidepressant.