so today has been quite an eventful day for me to say the least!
I woke up from yesterday feeling rather rotten, had taken some etiz the following night with a few beers (not reccomended yada yada
) and woke up with only what i can call brain fog !
The weeks following up too today have been fairly hard for me, broke up with my gf of a year and so, poker hasn't been going too well for me , and generally been feeling rather seflish and sad !
I got a shower and make some breakfast in an attempt to wake myself up, after breakfast i decided to take 5mg of aMT, anyone that has tried this much will know that its more of an anti depressant in this dose (a good one at that) and for the day i went out played some snooker with an old friend, had lunch, played a mid session afternoon session on poker (all the daily things i normally do)
Then after tea and i finished my poker session my mate rings me up and tells me he just got the holy grail DMT ! i have been searching for this chemical a good 7 years but always been too lazy to extract it myself, i weighed what he had bought (490mg) for £30, onto a winner i felt, the stuff looked brown and smelt similar too my amt (was a bit scared because the lad he got it off extracted it himself)
i load a 70mg pipe up for him but he wastes most of it , he still got the effect and he told me to turn the light off, i could tell he didnt quite breakthrough off it and was a bit scared but thought hell too it and loaded 40mg up and it hits instantly ! fuck me ! i have to lie down on the bed! everything around me feels so fast ! i was drawn to the bed , the curtains and see through patters were emerging on my wall, i was sweating, i felt hot! i stood up finally and wow the floor ! it was moving up and down! this stuff is strange !
We give it an hour or so and decided to give it another go, this time i load 60mg in my chillum pipe and packed it with ash (he used a smaller pipe that i felt wasted alot of the material, and give it too my friend. He smokes it and instantly starts coughing !! i thought he was going to be sick and as he layed back on the bed his eyes shut and his fists clench against him! he is breathing deeply, i jsut leave him to go with it, when he comes round he told me he felt like a patient in a hosipital room, i said "you fucking looked like one" he said he was in a room with nurses and they were all loooking after him they didnt speak or anything but one was nice and the other was strict! his story made me laugh quite alot.
So i load up the pipe again with another 60mg and say come on nurses i wanna find you, bam It hits instantly, i have to lie back, my body starts vibrating! ohhhh shittt ! here it is again!!!! stronger this time, i close my eyes and geometric patterns and colours i havn't even seen are appearing with my eyes closed ! i can see the hindu elephant god, and he was trying to signal me something, but i dont know quite what, my body felt like it was burning inside, my left side of my face is numb, am i going to survive this? course i am i think, i couldnt stop laughing at how amazing it was, i couldnt keep my eyes closed because the colours and and patterns were so vibrant, so i force them open with my hands lol! then wow the floor ! never felt this much sensory overload !!
I run to the bathroom and the walls are melting almost (dripping) i laugh my head off and go back with the maddest grin on my face ever ! everything was so vibrant and i felt soooo alive !
Whilst talking about the experience with my friend , i had this overwhelming feeling that something had changed in me, i have tried mushrooms and the afterglow is similar to that so to speak, i feel one with the universe again ! alot of my problems i am having in my life seem so small in comparison too this huge universe ! i felt humbled, ecstatic, and as if something new was born inside of me! going to bed a happy man !
DMT what a wonderful experience !
I woke up from yesterday feeling rather rotten, had taken some etiz the following night with a few beers (not reccomended yada yada
) and woke up with only what i can call brain fog !The weeks following up too today have been fairly hard for me, broke up with my gf of a year and so, poker hasn't been going too well for me , and generally been feeling rather seflish and sad !
I got a shower and make some breakfast in an attempt to wake myself up, after breakfast i decided to take 5mg of aMT, anyone that has tried this much will know that its more of an anti depressant in this dose (a good one at that) and for the day i went out played some snooker with an old friend, had lunch, played a mid session afternoon session on poker (all the daily things i normally do)
Then after tea and i finished my poker session my mate rings me up and tells me he just got the holy grail DMT ! i have been searching for this chemical a good 7 years but always been too lazy to extract it myself, i weighed what he had bought (490mg) for £30, onto a winner i felt, the stuff looked brown and smelt similar too my amt (was a bit scared because the lad he got it off extracted it himself)
i load a 70mg pipe up for him but he wastes most of it , he still got the effect and he told me to turn the light off, i could tell he didnt quite breakthrough off it and was a bit scared but thought hell too it and loaded 40mg up and it hits instantly ! fuck me ! i have to lie down on the bed! everything around me feels so fast ! i was drawn to the bed , the curtains and see through patters were emerging on my wall, i was sweating, i felt hot! i stood up finally and wow the floor ! it was moving up and down! this stuff is strange !
We give it an hour or so and decided to give it another go, this time i load 60mg in my chillum pipe and packed it with ash (he used a smaller pipe that i felt wasted alot of the material, and give it too my friend. He smokes it and instantly starts coughing !! i thought he was going to be sick and as he layed back on the bed his eyes shut and his fists clench against him! he is breathing deeply, i jsut leave him to go with it, when he comes round he told me he felt like a patient in a hosipital room, i said "you fucking looked like one"
he said he was in a room with nurses and they were all loooking after him they didnt speak or anything but one was nice and the other was strict! his story made me laugh quite alot.So i load up the pipe again with another 60mg and say come on nurses i wanna find you, bam It hits instantly, i have to lie back, my body starts vibrating! ohhhh shittt ! here it is again!!!! stronger this time, i close my eyes and geometric patterns and colours i havn't even seen are appearing with my eyes closed ! i can see the hindu elephant god, and he was trying to signal me something, but i dont know quite what, my body felt like it was burning inside, my left side of my face is numb, am i going to survive this? course i am i think, i couldnt stop laughing at how amazing it was, i couldnt keep my eyes closed because the colours and and patterns were so vibrant, so i force them open with my hands lol! then wow the floor ! never felt this much sensory overload !!
I run to the bathroom and the walls are melting almost (dripping) i laugh my head off and go back with the maddest grin on my face ever ! everything was so vibrant and i felt soooo alive !
Whilst talking about the experience with my friend , i had this overwhelming feeling that something had changed in me, i have tried mushrooms and the afterglow is similar to that so to speak, i feel one with the universe again ! alot of my problems i am having in my life seem so small in comparison too this huge universe ! i felt humbled, ecstatic, and as if something new was born inside of me! going to bed a happy man !
DMT what a wonderful experience !
