Sorry for the long post, but basically just giving some evidence here of what I think mdma abuse does to the body's ability to regenerate serotonin. I think abuse leads to the body not being able to convert tryptophan to serotonin or greatly limits the amount that gets converted. Even after the first 5htp pill I took I had the greatest mood lift, I was laughing about nothing for ten minutes. Then told my buddy I don't think my body is converting tryptophan to serotonin and that I think this stuff is gonna make me roll pretty hard and it ends up working. So anyone who's looking to get more out of their rolls I'd suggest giving 5htp a try for a week a few weeks before the roll then for the comedown.
So it's been a little over a year ago that I stopped abusing mdma, rolling two days in a row weekly is what surely screwed up my tolerance. I decided I needed to take some proper breaks to get the good effects again since it was barely hitting me. I ended up taking breaks of 2 months for my next two rolls, both times were huge dissapointments. I barely felt a solid 200 mgs hit me both times, wasn't much empathy, basically I got a pretty nice body high and a mood lift that's about it.
Next time waited 6 months and the high was even less intense than both the other times so I was pretty much losing hope with mdma (friends were even asking me what's wrong cause I seemed upset). Keep in mind this whole year I workout for about 2 hours 6 days a week and all I eat is fruit, veggies and meat. Anything high in tryptophan I eat tons of, so I have no clue why the 6 month wait was so brutal.
I decided I wanted to try piracetam or 5htp to give me a little extra help (thought about quitting for good so this was a last resort) I went with the 5htp though since it was a lot cheaper. Last Wednesday I took 200 mgs a day till Saturday then rolled on Tuesday night. Took 2 pills as usual and wasn't expecting too much too happen. 30 mins later I was dancing a little on the side but thought I was just getting excited for the roll so I went to the washroom to split my other pill in half. Glanced in the mirror and didn't see much blue in my eye, then went in the stall and realized I was too fucked to split the cap in half.
After I literally ran outside and told my buddies dfloor dfloor dfloor! My eyes were wiggling like fucking crazy and my teeth were chattering like it was 30 below. I remember everyone outside staring at me (heard a few people comment on how hard I was rolling and someone say I wish I was feeling like that guy). They were smoking so I just booked it inside and hit the dfloor with some random people, went up to random chicks and made friends with randoms. That was definitely in the top 10 for intensities of a roll, It's been around 2 years since I first started using that I had uncontrollable energy to dance, going up to everyone, lots of empathy, etc....
This morning I took 100 mg of 5htp and the comedown is nonexistent except that I'm a little tired as I'm behind in sleep. Also this roll was shortest wait since I only waited 41 days. I rolled so hard I sold my last pill which I usually would have took but didn't need it. It still wasn't like the first few times but it was pretty damn close to it. Next time I'm going to wait about 3-4 months and have a couple stretches in there where i take 5htp for a few days then stop for a month then again etc. For that I'd expect it to be like the first few times.
So it's been a little over a year ago that I stopped abusing mdma, rolling two days in a row weekly is what surely screwed up my tolerance. I decided I needed to take some proper breaks to get the good effects again since it was barely hitting me. I ended up taking breaks of 2 months for my next two rolls, both times were huge dissapointments. I barely felt a solid 200 mgs hit me both times, wasn't much empathy, basically I got a pretty nice body high and a mood lift that's about it.
Next time waited 6 months and the high was even less intense than both the other times so I was pretty much losing hope with mdma (friends were even asking me what's wrong cause I seemed upset). Keep in mind this whole year I workout for about 2 hours 6 days a week and all I eat is fruit, veggies and meat. Anything high in tryptophan I eat tons of, so I have no clue why the 6 month wait was so brutal.
I decided I wanted to try piracetam or 5htp to give me a little extra help (thought about quitting for good so this was a last resort) I went with the 5htp though since it was a lot cheaper. Last Wednesday I took 200 mgs a day till Saturday then rolled on Tuesday night. Took 2 pills as usual and wasn't expecting too much too happen. 30 mins later I was dancing a little on the side but thought I was just getting excited for the roll so I went to the washroom to split my other pill in half. Glanced in the mirror and didn't see much blue in my eye, then went in the stall and realized I was too fucked to split the cap in half.
After I literally ran outside and told my buddies dfloor dfloor dfloor! My eyes were wiggling like fucking crazy and my teeth were chattering like it was 30 below. I remember everyone outside staring at me (heard a few people comment on how hard I was rolling and someone say I wish I was feeling like that guy). They were smoking so I just booked it inside and hit the dfloor with some random people, went up to random chicks and made friends with randoms. That was definitely in the top 10 for intensities of a roll, It's been around 2 years since I first started using that I had uncontrollable energy to dance, going up to everyone, lots of empathy, etc....
This morning I took 100 mg of 5htp and the comedown is nonexistent except that I'm a little tired as I'm behind in sleep. Also this roll was shortest wait since I only waited 41 days. I rolled so hard I sold my last pill which I usually would have took but didn't need it. It still wasn't like the first few times but it was pretty damn close to it. Next time I'm going to wait about 3-4 months and have a couple stretches in there where i take 5htp for a few days then stop for a month then again etc. For that I'd expect it to be like the first few times.
