50 years of friendship, down he toilets

[sekio]

Readily available by distilling urine, of course.
That or making nitrates from urine thrown onto piles of straw...

 

[AlsoTapered]

At the other end of the spectrum, octanitrocubane and other cage like polynitrated hydrocarbons are being developed. I was interested to note that the bond-strain of octanitrocubane is included in calculations of it's energy density, but I cannot help thinking it has to be a very minor component in the scheme of things.

 

[Man67]

I recently went to a friend's (he's an egotistical self important cunt). After a meal to remember a year since my wife's death, I couldn't sleep for three nights, eventually, after taking 20mg of nitrazepam and 40mg 0f diazepam, I decidedvI needed somewhere, where I wasn't being reminded of herb, so I went to a nearby woods (just sounds of nature), and fond a suitable place to get comfortablev(it wasc4:30am). Anyway, 9am, I'm woken by 4 coppers thinking they had a dead body (theyvsaidvitbdidn't help that I was wearing combats!), , but they were were polite and understanding, seeing it was the anniversary of her death an I had organized a meal in her memory. So I went down to a (what thought was a friend's house). No empathy just you'll get fucking sectioned again. This turned into an argument that resulted with his forearm across my throat, where I thought my windpipe might cracked. What he didn't know wascI had a retractable Stanley knife in my pocket, and that had I heard my windpipe crack, in the 60 seconds I had I would have opened the left side of his neck where the the carotid artery and jugular vein run and I would have totally opened him (giving him 15 seconds before his brain ran out of blood oxygen.).
One person said that wasxa bitvexcesssive after50 years of friendship, but my attitude I'd "fuck it I die, you die (cracked windpipievis not fatal). Is this one 'a bit excessive' a cunt or do you believe I would have been justified.
He tries to justify it releasesesxthe beast in him. Personally I felt he came close to his Las 15vseconds on earth.

So do you think I'd gone over the top or totally justified. I've told other friends I want nowtbto do withbthe cunt again and ANY aggressive move towards me will result in a face full of pepper spray and kicked in the head until he was in a persisistant vegetative state.
Anybody who knows me, knows I'm not a violent person, unless ut'a towards the two kittens my wife rescued (probably end in murder charge).
Am I in that much need of psychiatric help?

I just found this post and have only one question. Is it hard to cut carotid artery and how? If I'm not mistaken it runs on both sides of the neck and you can feel the pulse by slightly pressing it with your fingers.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

I really am sorry that on your wife’s anniversary you didn’t find comfort with a friend and you were met with an unhelpful attitude. The grieving process is already very difficult without that on top of it. I hope you found at least some moments in the day for peaceful remembrance at least.

Don t overshadow your grief, with anger/ disappointment/ ...
Sound s as good advice. Save it for later, discuss it with a close one ?

As pacifist in the core, if someone does something to my kids.
It might trigger a aggressive action from my side, and as i defy Cops.
Would have to choose take matter s in own hands or ..

wonder if i got someone to talk before i act.

This should not have happened, the day you lost your wife, sorry it did.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

I just found this post and have only one question. Is it hard to cut carotid artery and how? If I'm not mistaken it runs on both sides of the neck and you can feel the pulse by slightly pressing it with your fingers.

Well i don t know but learned a fist punch is nothing,
except when accidentally or well trained hit the spot.
If you really going for kill i not a source of info.
Martial art morals stick, specially with pacifists.

A flat hand with the whiplash effect is where its at.
Be it the face or his balls or her tits.
Or the ankle but that s just from tv.

A 100.000 [wild guess !] Lumen led light for blind eye,
so you can decide run, or make that Flathand whiplash slap.
Maybe have a rope with a mount clip attached ?

 

[emkee_reinvented]

"This turned into an argument that resulted with his forearm across my throat,
where I thought my windpipe might cracked."

Tough, at martial arts you d be prepared and put your arms for it.
If he, the fuckface, is a friend [you thought] that just sucks, he is not !
i get the urge killing. Never been in a situation like that.

I d say avoid that person from now, .
As would i do that, kill is a last resort. IMO
Rather incapacitate atm him though, cut his arm.

Lucky it kinda ended like this.
Not for you but could be worse if you follow me.
You handled it well, considering.