5-MeO-DMT -- Second Try -- HELL!

[perpetualburn]

i tried 10mg first before taking 20mg and didn't breakthrough.. obviously, taking 20mg was a huge mistake, i just couldn't handle it, so when i try it again i'll start at like 5mg and just slowly work up and see if i can't breakthrough on a lower dose, now that i'm more familiar with the substance..hopefully it will be easier to "let go." It seems the higher you get to breaking through, it's harder to focus on "letting go" cause the body load gets worse and worse until you're either in heaven or hell.. not concentrating on that bodyload is gonna be the hardest thing..it's almost as if my body won't let me focus on anything else

 

[jebusjoe2003]

I sometimes wonder if the effects of 5-MeO-DMT are somewhat dependent on the psychonaut's religious views. Some describe it as Hell, while other as Heaven (or complete bliss). I'd really like to see if there's some sort of association between the effects of this chemical and the person's religious views and self-image.

For example, would someone who believes in both Heaven and Hell and who currently (subconsciously or not) feels they're going to Hell have a Hellish experience, while someone who is at peace with themselves (either not believing in Hell, or believing in Hell but sure they're going to Heaven) have a blissful one?

 

[mr_p]

I'm not sure where this guy got it from ... but it was the PERFERT first DMT edxpereince (as in i got a taste of what its all about, yet was nothing mind-shattering!)


i live in australia .. and i think it was auchassya (sp????) maybe not ... it just looked like bark that had been chopped up .... well i smoked it through a bong ....

it was in the early morning after a doof ...sun had just rised, everything was beautiful

... my friend smoked his cone ... i looked at him ... he had that amazingly cheeky smiley look on his face ...

it was my turn...i inhailed ... then instantly my attention was drawn to the sun ... and it fractlised off into 4 other suns into the peripheral of my vision (top left, top right, ect)
... the music in the distance ... went from sounding like this ... "DOOF... DOOF... DOOF" .... to this ... .DOoooOoooF...Dof' dof' dof'... DoooooooOOOoooooooOOOOOOO.... and then i couldn't hear it .. just this sound that i can't explain with words... ... all the plants and trees were growing internally and externally .. getting bigger and smaller ... dripping with its own life-force .... nothing too intense ... it lasted only 5 minutes ... but was utterly beautiful .... one thing occured that i can't even begin to explain here .... it basically left me with a big smile on my face for days afterwards ....

sorry, this wans't supposed to be a thread-hi-jack .... if anyone knows what kinda DMT it was i smoked ... me thinks it was just unproccesed or something ... like purely from the bark or something .... well if you can get your hands on this ... it would be a beautiful first experience !!

peace~