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(5-meo-dmt/ 30mg) barely experienced- I think he's dying

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RobbyG

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So i got like a gram of 5meo dmt last week. My friends and I smoked on it all week using a bong and marijuana but never broke through.

Well, being bored at like 11am my friend Ryan and I head to a local head shop and buy a glass dick and butane.

We both measure out 2 10mg hits, 1 for him 1 for me. He loads his and goes first, doesn't vape it right so most of it just burns. So I decide I'll load a 20mg And show him how to hit the damn thing.

I should also mention this was Saturday morning, Ryan and I were up all night at a club, on 4mg of Xanax.

11:00am
Load 20mg into free base pipe, there's already been 20mg loaded previously, but the dmt was burned/melted/not smokeable (so I thought)

Sit on couch, light tourch, vape every bit of the dmt in pipe.

INSTANTLY DEAD, there was no come up, no intense blasting off feeling like the few I've smoked it earlier in the week.

11:03?
I could not see anything, and all I could hear was ringing.
My entire vision was filled with nothingness, I really don't know how to explain it.

I was sweating unrelentlessly, (not knowing this at the time)

My trip sitter ran up stairs to wake up our roomates because he thought I was actually dying. My legs were seizing and I was crawling everywhere.

Apparently I was calling for my mom, dad and called someone's name from king of the hill.

I do remember when I thought I was dead and could only see white I was wavin my arms around trying to "clear the light"

Also, when I started to sober up, aka my vision came back slightly, I saw my friends face and begged him to keep looking at me which he did, this sobered me up even though he was freaked the fuck out calmly asking if I was alright.

I dont think I'll smoke 5meo-dmt again but I'm extremely grateful all that happened, the feeling of actually seeing my friends face and realizing I wasnt dead was incredible. It almost brought tears.


I'm assuming I obviously smoked way to much that's why I don't remember seeing anything, only being dead and blind?
 
The exact same thing happened to me a few years back from 5-meo-dmt and a few other random substances. There's a TR somewhere entitled "not the void, just nothing at all" or something very close to that. It was such a bizarre, disquieting experience that I had to write it up.

This post gave me a sort of" psuedo-flashback", remembering my experience more vividly than I have since coming down from the trip itself
 
^^^ reading some other reports of similar experiences also gives me some flashbacks, but they don't bother me.

If I ever endure an experience like that again I'll try and accept the fact that I'm dead, that might make it smoother.
 
A few months ago a couple friends & I smoked a few rounds of N.N.DMT. Nothing too heavy, not breakthrough level or anything. About an hour later I drove home, still feeling the fine afterglow. I decided to kick it up a bit & proceeded to load up about 10mg of 5-MeO-DMT. Usually the 5-MeO comes up super fast & hits me really hard, even to the point of panic sometimes, but this time was different. It was like everything slowly and smoothly drained out of me. Everything became totally empty and meaningless - I experienced a form of nothingness. My mind was completely blank of thoughts; there was no past, no future, only the present eternal moment. It was as if I was completely, utterly alone in the entire universe. I didn't feel scared at all, I was just accepting that this void was yet another place that I had not yet explored. Then slowly my thoughts began to return to 'normal' and consensus reality reasserted itself.

I haven't experienced this before or since. It was extremely odd & disconcerting, but at the same time felt almost inevitable. I shudder to think how the OP must have felt with the 30mg experience... wow.
 
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