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Bluelighter
im the dumbass who actualy tried the whole synthesize it in your brain concept. i hope no eles ever tries doing this.
i tried this a little over a year ago.
its about 12 in the afternoon and i decided to try an idea ive been pondering. so down go the pills. 100 mg of 5-htp 200 of methionine and i forgot how much yohimbine, it was more than two of the pills containing it though. then waiting waiting waiting about two or three hours of nothing... thenn i got EXTREMELY disoriented on my way back home for a walk. horrible headache, bad nausia, well the feeling of what was going on was nausiating. felt like i was going to die, it was a sensation closest related to tasting, it was like you could taste poison in your veins and in your brain from every nerve ending in your body. i layed down for a while. i got lost in the most bizzare thoughts ive ever had in a half sleep half i dont know what. but the whole time i thought i was about to die because every breath i took i couldnt tell if i was breathing enough or too much or when i was breathing. had what seemed to be no controle over it. felt like my face was on fire whenever i would wake up. yellow/purple dots about the size of dimes would float around in my vision for about two hours at the 6 hour point to the 8. when i looked in the mirror my face was almost purple. after that i couldnt stand up for the rest of it, any moving made me fear instant death. i came out of it after about ten hours. the headache subsided and i went to sleep.
my theory is that it was just a bad mix of chemicals that just fucked me up in the worst way posible, or that instead of dmt being made it made 5 oh dmt. tell you the truth i have no idea.
i tried this a little over a year ago.
its about 12 in the afternoon and i decided to try an idea ive been pondering. so down go the pills. 100 mg of 5-htp 200 of methionine and i forgot how much yohimbine, it was more than two of the pills containing it though. then waiting waiting waiting about two or three hours of nothing... thenn i got EXTREMELY disoriented on my way back home for a walk. horrible headache, bad nausia, well the feeling of what was going on was nausiating. felt like i was going to die, it was a sensation closest related to tasting, it was like you could taste poison in your veins and in your brain from every nerve ending in your body. i layed down for a while. i got lost in the most bizzare thoughts ive ever had in a half sleep half i dont know what. but the whole time i thought i was about to die because every breath i took i couldnt tell if i was breathing enough or too much or when i was breathing. had what seemed to be no controle over it. felt like my face was on fire whenever i would wake up. yellow/purple dots about the size of dimes would float around in my vision for about two hours at the 6 hour point to the 8. when i looked in the mirror my face was almost purple. after that i couldnt stand up for the rest of it, any moving made me fear instant death. i came out of it after about ten hours. the headache subsided and i went to sleep.
my theory is that it was just a bad mix of chemicals that just fucked me up in the worst way posible, or that instead of dmt being made it made 5 oh dmt. tell you the truth i have no idea.
