5:25 pm on Tuesday.

[Shuddr2Think]

i don't want you to go.
and now that i am forced to consider
reevaluate the situation
pros and cons
fall short of memories
and the web of emotions
tangled and unnegotiable
you led me to.
all the words in all the books
couldn't give you an idea of how much you mean
all the tears
all the joy
you made me happy
you were my sliver of happiness in a time
when drowning seemed the most likely
and most appropriate option
im going to miss you when you are gone
and i wish i had the sense
or the guts to tell you that
instead of hiding behind words
with little meaning
phrases constructed to
envoke a response
instead of honesty
this all means so little in the long run
but i am going to miss you when you are gone.

 

[Queen Beat]

Disturbingly appropriate....

you were my sliver of happiness in a time
when drowning seemed the most likely
and most appropriate option
Wonderful writing as always.

 

[yoUr bLiSS]

yay! haven't seen you around in awhile...i've missed your words and this one is no exception.

 

[madmick19]

hugs
strength from within

 

[E-girl]

(((hugs)))
Been there... hope you're ok.. you know how to find me if you need to talk.

 

[GentlemanLoser]

Originally posted by Shuddr2Think:

you made me happy
you were my sliver of happiness in a time
when drowning seemed the most likely
and most appropriate option

It hurts, when you find someone when you're most vulnerable...only to have it end. It seems to cheapen the expereince, like only one of you was being honest and the other was just getting something +else+ out of it all.
Lets say I know from personal experience. Makes you rather distrustful of others...even if it wasn't their intention to cause you that much pain.