ArnieFunkel
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Background:
I'm 26 dont do meth often, and i didnt start long ago. A total of maybe 5-10 times or so, and ususally if not every time i binge a few days and dont drink, eat, or sleep, which yes i know i should have been. I am not completely stupid, i know i should be drinking a lot and making myself eat and etc. I'm done for good though so i dont need future advice about that. Its not that i dont know the basics after frreaking out the first time i thought i was dying... its that i dont remember, or care enough when im on it... usually regretting it later.
This binge info:
On the 25th around noon, i started a binge which lasted maybe 3 days. Last use from what i remember was about 4 am on the 27th, 48 hours ago). I dont know exactly how much i did, possibly too much for my own good as usual. Method of use was snorting... Meth was from a different source than usual, but someone i know. This time i literally didnt eat or more importantly drink ANYTHING im pretty sure until i noticed these problems that ill explain below.. Also i have a week off work, so during this binge ive been mostly sitting in my PC chair doing nothing, also sitting cross legged a lot, etc etc. ( i mention this because i know circulation could be a problem so hopefully useful info )... I know i was probably severely dehydrated by the end...
Since my last use, i have been drinking gatorade, whole milk, and eating what i can, i shat once at least...peed a lot by now
I am aware of "speed dick" but normally its not a big problem for me. It would always go back to normal, and my dick never shrunk NEARLY this much. Shortly after my last use i took a piss, probably for the first time in a long time, if not since i started the binge. My dick had been tiny and shrunk the whole time but i didnt think much of it because i know that can happen..but when i pissed i pulled on it and noticed where it was all wrinkly, after stretching out the skin how it would normally be, there were almost "sores" or raw spots that were almost just deteriorating away or necrosis damn near..the wrinkly part was dry as hell feeling... It looked really bad so i was pretty concerned... i instantly started drinking water ( what i could ) took a shower, and put lotion on my penis to try to just help the skin issue.. The skin thing got better, its not dry and the sores/raw broken skin looking spots went back to mostly normal by now. When i started drinking again, i was peeing constantly. I would take a drink and 2 mins later i had to pee, and it was almost dribbling out on its own, and felt strange half way down my shaft, like a burning sensation maybe i might call it..( i never had a UTI, but it almost seemed like something like that, no idea) this peeing problem is much more normal but still somewhat happening.
The thing that is bothering me is that when flacid... my dick is STILL has not improoved much. feels almost cold, unresponsive, looks as if i had just taken a cold shower. Its shriveled and shrunk, and it feels like the tissue inside my dick is tightened up and tense is the only way i can explain it... NORMALLY it is just more full and normal, and reacts to different things randomly. It would pump up slightly or i would notice sometimes even when flacid, my dick was big, sometimes smaller, etc... after this binge it has been CONSTANTLY looking shrunk, shrivelled, and the tissue feeling tight and tense. also, slight pains randomly, mostly on the bottom now that im checking. Nothing HORRIBLY painful but for sure worth mentioning, not sure if its actually the tube inside or muscley tissue that has random pains) Also worth mentioning, starting at about half way down the shaft area to the tip, it feels almost...numb and tingly, or like icy hot... possibly related lmao, but my ass..as in like my anus..rectum..prostate? idfk, feels tense/right also almost, probably from not digesting anything or shitting for a while, and sitting on my ass not exercising, dehydrated as fuck, etc...but it almost seems related, like a blood flow issue type thing? it just feels like they might go hand in hand
Im worried that somehow i caused such a loss of circulation for such a long time to my dick without noticing it, that it is permanently damaged, or the veins will never open back up fully, or some of them died off or something from not having blood flow..especially when sitting cross legged, not exercising, not drinking, etc.
Or that i somehow caused nerve damage which i have no idea how that would be... but im really fucking worried it still hasnt returned to normal... every other time it never effected my dick NEARLY this bad, and was 100% normal by now, 48 hours after last use...i have slept quite a lot since then also..
on a brighter note, with my girlfriend earlier tonight, i was able to get an erection and even finish the job and everything..i dont feel like it was 100% size, but after...straight back to this again...
I will say it is a lot better than it was when it was really bad at first...but not nearly 100%, and after it got slightly better pretty quickly..it hasnt got a lot better since...
I dont think it is just going to get better in a week honestly if it hasnt by now... Any advice or help would be really appreciated, im really worried..., idk what other info i could give but ask if i left something out. Thanks a lot
i honestly might go to the doctor tomorrow morning for this if its still not much better
I'm 26 dont do meth often, and i didnt start long ago. A total of maybe 5-10 times or so, and ususally if not every time i binge a few days and dont drink, eat, or sleep, which yes i know i should have been. I am not completely stupid, i know i should be drinking a lot and making myself eat and etc. I'm done for good though so i dont need future advice about that. Its not that i dont know the basics after frreaking out the first time i thought i was dying... its that i dont remember, or care enough when im on it... usually regretting it later.
This binge info:
On the 25th around noon, i started a binge which lasted maybe 3 days. Last use from what i remember was about 4 am on the 27th, 48 hours ago). I dont know exactly how much i did, possibly too much for my own good as usual. Method of use was snorting... Meth was from a different source than usual, but someone i know. This time i literally didnt eat or more importantly drink ANYTHING im pretty sure until i noticed these problems that ill explain below.. Also i have a week off work, so during this binge ive been mostly sitting in my PC chair doing nothing, also sitting cross legged a lot, etc etc. ( i mention this because i know circulation could be a problem so hopefully useful info )... I know i was probably severely dehydrated by the end...
Since my last use, i have been drinking gatorade, whole milk, and eating what i can, i shat once at least...peed a lot by now
I am aware of "speed dick" but normally its not a big problem for me. It would always go back to normal, and my dick never shrunk NEARLY this much. Shortly after my last use i took a piss, probably for the first time in a long time, if not since i started the binge. My dick had been tiny and shrunk the whole time but i didnt think much of it because i know that can happen..but when i pissed i pulled on it and noticed where it was all wrinkly, after stretching out the skin how it would normally be, there were almost "sores" or raw spots that were almost just deteriorating away or necrosis damn near..the wrinkly part was dry as hell feeling... It looked really bad so i was pretty concerned... i instantly started drinking water ( what i could ) took a shower, and put lotion on my penis to try to just help the skin issue.. The skin thing got better, its not dry and the sores/raw broken skin looking spots went back to mostly normal by now. When i started drinking again, i was peeing constantly. I would take a drink and 2 mins later i had to pee, and it was almost dribbling out on its own, and felt strange half way down my shaft, like a burning sensation maybe i might call it..( i never had a UTI, but it almost seemed like something like that, no idea) this peeing problem is much more normal but still somewhat happening.
The thing that is bothering me is that when flacid... my dick is STILL has not improoved much. feels almost cold, unresponsive, looks as if i had just taken a cold shower. Its shriveled and shrunk, and it feels like the tissue inside my dick is tightened up and tense is the only way i can explain it... NORMALLY it is just more full and normal, and reacts to different things randomly. It would pump up slightly or i would notice sometimes even when flacid, my dick was big, sometimes smaller, etc... after this binge it has been CONSTANTLY looking shrunk, shrivelled, and the tissue feeling tight and tense. also, slight pains randomly, mostly on the bottom now that im checking. Nothing HORRIBLY painful but for sure worth mentioning, not sure if its actually the tube inside or muscley tissue that has random pains) Also worth mentioning, starting at about half way down the shaft area to the tip, it feels almost...numb and tingly, or like icy hot... possibly related lmao, but my ass..as in like my anus..rectum..prostate? idfk, feels tense/right also almost, probably from not digesting anything or shitting for a while, and sitting on my ass not exercising, dehydrated as fuck, etc...but it almost seems related, like a blood flow issue type thing? it just feels like they might go hand in hand
Im worried that somehow i caused such a loss of circulation for such a long time to my dick without noticing it, that it is permanently damaged, or the veins will never open back up fully, or some of them died off or something from not having blood flow..especially when sitting cross legged, not exercising, not drinking, etc.
Or that i somehow caused nerve damage which i have no idea how that would be... but im really fucking worried it still hasnt returned to normal... every other time it never effected my dick NEARLY this bad, and was 100% normal by now, 48 hours after last use...i have slept quite a lot since then also..
on a brighter note, with my girlfriend earlier tonight, i was able to get an erection and even finish the job and everything..i dont feel like it was 100% size, but after...straight back to this again...
I will say it is a lot better than it was when it was really bad at first...but not nearly 100%, and after it got slightly better pretty quickly..it hasnt got a lot better since...
I dont think it is just going to get better in a week honestly if it hasnt by now... Any advice or help would be really appreciated, im really worried..., idk what other info i could give but ask if i left something out. Thanks a lot
i honestly might go to the doctor tomorrow morning for this if its still not much better
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