First a little background info. I have very little experience with dissociatives, having only tried DXM a handful of times never above a low 3rd plateau, and laughing gas at the dentist once when i was 10.
ordered 500 mgs from what i believed to be a reliable vendor, and it arrived tuesday at the post office. Picked it up wednesday and planned on using it that night, despite having school in the morning. bad idea lol
seing as i have no scale, i cut the 500 mgs into 4 equal lines of approximately 125 mgs and went from there. the powder was a brilliant white, comprised of tiny clear crystals that actual shimmer in the light. remnds me of very high quality coke, def the purest looking chem ive ever gotten my hands on. faint chemical smell, really not much though.
T = 10:00 pm, I snort a line of roughly 20 mgs. no initial burn whatsoever, but discomfort gradually increased, and dried out my nose. felt kinda like what i would imagine cement up my nose to feel like. surprisingly the drip burnt my throat more than my nose. put on the big lebowski and wait for onset.
T+:30, no effects noticed, bump another 40 mgs and wait
T+1:30, still not feeling much. in retrospect, i think there was some time distortion, and it was pretty hard to follow the movie, but nevertheless i got impatient. smoked some herb, and plugged 65 mgs
T+1:35, def feeling it already. that sort of somethings happening just not sure what, feeling. comes on pretty strong, similar to dxm comeup, but gentler-no anxiety, stomach discomfort etc.
T+2:00, things start to get really crazy, completely lose track of time and everything is kinda a blur. def on par with a strong 3rd plateau dxm trip, but still no real bad side effects. no real visuals, but theres a very noticeable delay in my vision. im seeing double, and if i move my head, it takes my vision a second to catch up. its become near impossible to type or walk. music is pretty cool tho. seems to go on and on for an eternity, white rabbit was fucking epic. also my face was extremely numb, just like with laughing gas.
All in all i really didnt enjoy the experience that much. dont get me wrong, it most certainly was "everything dxm wishes it was" but i still didnt enjoy it that much. dissociation really isnt my thing i suppose. really had a lot of depressed thoughts the whole time, aand found myself wishing i could just go to sleep and wake up myself again. dissociatives prolly arent the best for me right now considering im sorta in a rut with school and things and just not that happy alotta the time.
Also the duration was much longer than i expected. i sort of slept/blacked out between 4 and 8 am and woke up still very fucked up. double vision, robo walk. really shouldnt have driven to school but i did, and felt hung over til noon. do feel a sort of afterglow today tho, 2 days after the exp. def felt more motivated than usual in my day to day activites.
Well..yeah that was my experience. not one i really wanna repeat. for any BL'ers out there considering trying this, dont be stupid like i was. If u have little experience with dissociatives, than DONT take dosage lightly. I read alotta posts saying anything under 100 mgs was meh and boy was that not the case with me. and if u hate dxm, then theres a good chance u wont like this.
Insufflation didnt seem very effective imo, but maybe i just didnt wait long enough. Plugging is def the way to go, regardless. damn near instantaneous effects.
Im going to try a much smaller dose plugged tonight, hopefully itll be a little more enjoyable.
Peace
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ordered 500 mgs from what i believed to be a reliable vendor, and it arrived tuesday at the post office. Picked it up wednesday and planned on using it that night, despite having school in the morning. bad idea lol
seing as i have no scale, i cut the 500 mgs into 4 equal lines of approximately 125 mgs and went from there. the powder was a brilliant white, comprised of tiny clear crystals that actual shimmer in the light. remnds me of very high quality coke, def the purest looking chem ive ever gotten my hands on. faint chemical smell, really not much though.
T = 10:00 pm, I snort a line of roughly 20 mgs. no initial burn whatsoever, but discomfort gradually increased, and dried out my nose. felt kinda like what i would imagine cement up my nose to feel like. surprisingly the drip burnt my throat more than my nose. put on the big lebowski and wait for onset.
T+:30, no effects noticed, bump another 40 mgs and wait
T+1:30, still not feeling much. in retrospect, i think there was some time distortion, and it was pretty hard to follow the movie, but nevertheless i got impatient. smoked some herb, and plugged 65 mgs
T+1:35, def feeling it already. that sort of somethings happening just not sure what, feeling. comes on pretty strong, similar to dxm comeup, but gentler-no anxiety, stomach discomfort etc.
T+2:00, things start to get really crazy, completely lose track of time and everything is kinda a blur. def on par with a strong 3rd plateau dxm trip, but still no real bad side effects. no real visuals, but theres a very noticeable delay in my vision. im seeing double, and if i move my head, it takes my vision a second to catch up. its become near impossible to type or walk. music is pretty cool tho. seems to go on and on for an eternity, white rabbit was fucking epic. also my face was extremely numb, just like with laughing gas.
All in all i really didnt enjoy the experience that much. dont get me wrong, it most certainly was "everything dxm wishes it was" but i still didnt enjoy it that much. dissociation really isnt my thing i suppose. really had a lot of depressed thoughts the whole time, aand found myself wishing i could just go to sleep and wake up myself again. dissociatives prolly arent the best for me right now considering im sorta in a rut with school and things and just not that happy alotta the time.
Also the duration was much longer than i expected. i sort of slept/blacked out between 4 and 8 am and woke up still very fucked up. double vision, robo walk. really shouldnt have driven to school but i did, and felt hung over til noon. do feel a sort of afterglow today tho, 2 days after the exp. def felt more motivated than usual in my day to day activites.
Well..yeah that was my experience. not one i really wanna repeat. for any BL'ers out there considering trying this, dont be stupid like i was. If u have little experience with dissociatives, than DONT take dosage lightly. I read alotta posts saying anything under 100 mgs was meh and boy was that not the case with me. and if u hate dxm, then theres a good chance u wont like this.
Insufflation didnt seem very effective imo, but maybe i just didnt wait long enough. Plugging is def the way to go, regardless. damn near instantaneous effects.
Im going to try a much smaller dose plugged tonight, hopefully itll be a little more enjoyable.
Peace
Tagged by White Rose
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substancecode_dissociatives
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