Symmetrical Daze
Bluelighter
Here is text from my journal, things added in brackets [] are stuff i just added now.
Mindset: today i worked half a day. slept some, plans with [friends] failed due to the wrecked car. Feel about average. stomach, 3/4 full from pizzas.
11:34pm-15mg capsule of 4-ho-dipt downed. i got some pink lemonade to mix with G if things get unbearable.
11:57- slight vibration, head tingly feeling? maybe placebo, or maybe its starting
12:08- no change from the last entry. just put on fear and loathing.
12:24- not much going on yet... i may redose soon. or just call it quits, i should probly safe the other caps for a K trip. maybe slight stomach change now. i am going to check erowid some then keep watching the movie.
12:32- maybe it was my stomach contents or the deterioration of the chem from air... but i barely feel anything. i am going to snort some 2ce, i want to trip tonite. I dont like snorting 2c's but it will be shorter acting which is desired.
12:45- 2ce snorted [~5mg] ouch! did about half total in 2 lines.[I dont recommend this mainly cause of the kick in the nose, and it can be uncomfortable in intensity for a little while before it smoothes out]
12:53- definitely feeling something! maybe the 4-dipt kicking in yikes'
12:57- feeling semi-strong tripping vibes, no mental change, slight visuals mainly color enhancement. nausea some.good feeling in dick. kind of stimulating in a good way.
1:30- [erased details, i will just say I masturbated and it went quite well]the trip is going well in the visual field, tracers, movement etc. awesome. my hands felt weird and putting lotion on them made it feel better. tracers definitely powerful.
1:40 everything is melting and swirling but gently head kinda hurts but not bad. K is like the opposite of this. i cant wait to try em both at once.
1:45 i think most of this now is the 2ce which is becoming nice and smooth and psychedelic. nice ! i could tell when the 4dipt wore off (or the 2ce just took over) cause the slightly uncomfortable body buzz was replaced by 2ce's great body buzz.
1:50 having a decent time watching f&l and chatting on irc. visuals, mind effects remain steady.
2:00 i like this new spark coming out of me, this energy, feels like child-like parts of me were reawakened.
2:10 chewing gum, full of good energy, probably be good for socailizing with 2 close ppl. nothing big for sure... i couldn't concentrate on all the sensory input.
2:30 great to trip every once in a while. very solid unlike k.
2:40 chillen and trippin still, not much changed but everything is always changing in a subtle nice way
3:20 still trippin and chattin on irc. fun but cmon... this isnt getting anywhere really... time to G it up. its only getting "no where" cause of the environment of irc, etc. i am sure this could go very far camping or in a small trip group, or a higher solo dose with no distractions [I would say irc was a distraction cause I felt motivated to chat instead of focusing on myself]. it could be very magical. (started drinkin the ~2g G drink mix)
3:30 still feeling about the same---------same till 3:38 just chattin with ppl, etc
4:00 not feeling G i don't think. odd, this is a usually effective dose.
i have been laughing hard about [an irc event. I was laughing quite a lot about little things and laughing out loud].
4:35 still trppin.........hmm the g should be workin. i just took a shot of 2.5g
445 time to go try to bed. G nite'
*next day: 11:50am, woke up with some dehydration effects. some afterglow, maybe cause it is still in my system. feel fine but didn’t get much sleep.
I cant say too much about 4-ho-dipt because i didnt feel it and when i did it was after the 2ce was in my system. I don't think 15mg was an effective dose. I can say that 2ce is great and with no question to me up around mescaline, lsd and shrooms. Above 2cb/2ci for sure in terms of psychedelicity. I would think that a higher dose 2ce may be quite confusing and intense. I am looking forward to that
Mindset: today i worked half a day. slept some, plans with [friends] failed due to the wrecked car. Feel about average. stomach, 3/4 full from pizzas.
11:34pm-15mg capsule of 4-ho-dipt downed. i got some pink lemonade to mix with G if things get unbearable.
11:57- slight vibration, head tingly feeling? maybe placebo, or maybe its starting
12:08- no change from the last entry. just put on fear and loathing.
12:24- not much going on yet... i may redose soon. or just call it quits, i should probly safe the other caps for a K trip. maybe slight stomach change now. i am going to check erowid some then keep watching the movie.
12:32- maybe it was my stomach contents or the deterioration of the chem from air... but i barely feel anything. i am going to snort some 2ce, i want to trip tonite. I dont like snorting 2c's but it will be shorter acting which is desired.
12:45- 2ce snorted [~5mg] ouch! did about half total in 2 lines.[I dont recommend this mainly cause of the kick in the nose, and it can be uncomfortable in intensity for a little while before it smoothes out]
12:53- definitely feeling something! maybe the 4-dipt kicking in yikes'
12:57- feeling semi-strong tripping vibes, no mental change, slight visuals mainly color enhancement. nausea some.good feeling in dick. kind of stimulating in a good way.
1:30- [erased details, i will just say I masturbated and it went quite well]the trip is going well in the visual field, tracers, movement etc. awesome. my hands felt weird and putting lotion on them made it feel better. tracers definitely powerful.
1:40 everything is melting and swirling but gently head kinda hurts but not bad. K is like the opposite of this. i cant wait to try em both at once.
1:45 i think most of this now is the 2ce which is becoming nice and smooth and psychedelic. nice ! i could tell when the 4dipt wore off (or the 2ce just took over) cause the slightly uncomfortable body buzz was replaced by 2ce's great body buzz.
1:50 having a decent time watching f&l and chatting on irc. visuals, mind effects remain steady.
2:00 i like this new spark coming out of me, this energy, feels like child-like parts of me were reawakened.
2:10 chewing gum, full of good energy, probably be good for socailizing with 2 close ppl. nothing big for sure... i couldn't concentrate on all the sensory input.
2:30 great to trip every once in a while. very solid unlike k.
2:40 chillen and trippin still, not much changed but everything is always changing in a subtle nice way
3:20 still trippin and chattin on irc. fun but cmon... this isnt getting anywhere really... time to G it up. its only getting "no where" cause of the environment of irc, etc. i am sure this could go very far camping or in a small trip group, or a higher solo dose with no distractions [I would say irc was a distraction cause I felt motivated to chat instead of focusing on myself]. it could be very magical. (started drinkin the ~2g G drink mix)
3:30 still feeling about the same---------same till 3:38 just chattin with ppl, etc
4:00 not feeling G i don't think. odd, this is a usually effective dose.
i have been laughing hard about [an irc event. I was laughing quite a lot about little things and laughing out loud].
4:35 still trppin.........hmm the g should be workin. i just took a shot of 2.5g
445 time to go try to bed. G nite'
*next day: 11:50am, woke up with some dehydration effects. some afterglow, maybe cause it is still in my system. feel fine but didn’t get much sleep.
I cant say too much about 4-ho-dipt because i didnt feel it and when i did it was after the 2ce was in my system. I don't think 15mg was an effective dose. I can say that 2ce is great and with no question to me up around mescaline, lsd and shrooms. Above 2cb/2ci for sure in terms of psychedelicity. I would think that a higher dose 2ce may be quite confusing and intense. I am looking forward to that
