Bee The Change
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So I have messed with 4-aco-dmt about 2 times before this all under the 25mg area they were good trips with more mental high than visuals really, but I wouldn't even call them trips after what I went on last night. I wont even write a trip report unless it is a profound exp.
I Started at 2pm with my normal 25 mg dose orally and Went down to smoke a cig with my mom around as well. I honestly wasnt expecting much from this dose anyways so I thought it was safe around my mom. After About 30-40 mins from dosing I noticed that everything outside was so " there" that is the word i used to describe it during the trip. Its like I was seeing it for my first time ( colors were very HD looking and very sharp) There was after shortly after this change in perception a warping of my vision not super intense like I had read about but stuff in my in the corners of my eyes looked much closer than what was stright ahead "tunnle vision"
After an hour of just kind of taking all this in I went up stares as I walking up them I noticed that the carpet was breathing and I could see very intricate patterns in it. I layed on the floor at the top of the stairs and just looked at the air vent going in and out a little bit and the light next to it was amazing to stare at. Euphoria just pulses through my body and I giggle a little about random stuff as It becomes a noticaible +- my mom fiannly leaves for the night and I bolt up and see if re-dosing is possible or mabey the tolerance is to high. Most people said to snort it if you are already tripping so that is what I did.
Busted Out 50mg and put it in a line which was hard to do for how to 4-aco is textured very much like wet flour but it all went up fine.
+15mins- I am so gone at this point looking at the computer all the letters are shooting around as my eyes dart back and forth so I last turn on my back and stare at the celine again It is so warped it is rediculous the wooden hand rail on the stairs looks like a psycedlic train plowing through the house...stuff is getting intense I close my eyes.
+25 mins estimation. I am lost in this other world behind my closed eyes fractles explodeing in front of me and morphing at the speed of light I can see water dripping out of little mushroom in a cave of psycedleic wonder. I also noted around this time I think I had entity contact there was one that wanted to use my soul for the good of human kind and the other wanted my soul for the destruction of it, they fought about this for awhile like a LONG time and my sins and good deeds were shown to me just one after the next like it was a debate between the two and I had no say in the matter eventually they decided that the choice would be mine.
+ 35 min I open my eyes and what I see Is crazy its like everything is just dancing with psycedelic energy I am almost not able to figure out where or what I am and emotions and personalitys are rushing through me like my ego is destroying itselfs and I am just a shell to put any personality and ego that I want into my body. Which I now understand that the body and mind are two very seperate things my just use our body to navigate in the 4D plane but our mind can cross all others but we our bound by our body. Any ways the amount of compassion and understanding of others problems was unreal. Like I would feel what someone without a home felt like, or someone who had the all the power they could desire, I felt the misery and confusion of a battered women in a realtionship, and felt the misguided stress of a man in that relationship. JUst everything and anything I felt it and it whissed past me at the speed of light.
I laughed and Not just laughed but paralyzed and crippled with laughter I couldnt stop and was crying from it :D it all had to do with these darn psycedlic little fluffy things one was Bright green and purple and the other was Pink and white and to be honest I dont think anything could have been more cute haha I laughed so hard at these things that I sware were there as let bolted down the stares in the this mush of psychedelia it was just too much to take in I have never laughed this hard in my life ever!
Soon the compulsions came I have a very addictive personality and I wanted"more" from this trip even though id say it was a pretty solid +++ so I did 75mg as I was ending the peak of the 75mg and it was over haha.
I turned on my webcam which took about what felt like an hour probably like 2 mins. And recorded myself doing all these neat things on it lol mostly laughed so hard at nothing and talking to myself about pretty much nothing its was just so craaazzzzy it felt like acid with the synesthesia I was making jazz song with my mouth and I could taste and see the colors like I could taste a doo-bee-wapaa-nippy-dodo and it was magic
In the middle of it I had a feeling of panic like real panic and pain throughout my body like i was about to cry from the pain I knew it was probably a panic attack and tryed to tell myself this by some fortune i calmed down after about a min. If that would have not have been the case I would have lost it big time. I went into the bath room to blow my nose as everything should have been dissolved and when I walked back to the computer I was litterly weightless I moved my arms all around and it didnt even feel like I was using effort.
that is mainly the highlights of my trip that I wanted to be out there I say I got to a ++++ to be honest there were time I didnt even have a body and nothing was there but white light and euphoria I don't know what I experienced exactly but i am changed
Happy tripping Peace and
I Started at 2pm with my normal 25 mg dose orally and Went down to smoke a cig with my mom around as well. I honestly wasnt expecting much from this dose anyways so I thought it was safe around my mom. After About 30-40 mins from dosing I noticed that everything outside was so " there" that is the word i used to describe it during the trip. Its like I was seeing it for my first time ( colors were very HD looking and very sharp) There was after shortly after this change in perception a warping of my vision not super intense like I had read about but stuff in my in the corners of my eyes looked much closer than what was stright ahead "tunnle vision"
After an hour of just kind of taking all this in I went up stares as I walking up them I noticed that the carpet was breathing and I could see very intricate patterns in it. I layed on the floor at the top of the stairs and just looked at the air vent going in and out a little bit and the light next to it was amazing to stare at. Euphoria just pulses through my body and I giggle a little about random stuff as It becomes a noticaible +- my mom fiannly leaves for the night and I bolt up and see if re-dosing is possible or mabey the tolerance is to high. Most people said to snort it if you are already tripping so that is what I did.
Busted Out 50mg and put it in a line which was hard to do for how to 4-aco is textured very much like wet flour but it all went up fine.
+15mins- I am so gone at this point looking at the computer all the letters are shooting around as my eyes dart back and forth so I last turn on my back and stare at the celine again It is so warped it is rediculous the wooden hand rail on the stairs looks like a psycedlic train plowing through the house...stuff is getting intense I close my eyes.
+25 mins estimation. I am lost in this other world behind my closed eyes fractles explodeing in front of me and morphing at the speed of light I can see water dripping out of little mushroom in a cave of psycedleic wonder. I also noted around this time I think I had entity contact there was one that wanted to use my soul for the good of human kind and the other wanted my soul for the destruction of it, they fought about this for awhile like a LONG time and my sins and good deeds were shown to me just one after the next like it was a debate between the two and I had no say in the matter eventually they decided that the choice would be mine.
+ 35 min I open my eyes and what I see Is crazy its like everything is just dancing with psycedelic energy I am almost not able to figure out where or what I am and emotions and personalitys are rushing through me like my ego is destroying itselfs and I am just a shell to put any personality and ego that I want into my body. Which I now understand that the body and mind are two very seperate things my just use our body to navigate in the 4D plane but our mind can cross all others but we our bound by our body. Any ways the amount of compassion and understanding of others problems was unreal. Like I would feel what someone without a home felt like, or someone who had the all the power they could desire, I felt the misery and confusion of a battered women in a realtionship, and felt the misguided stress of a man in that relationship. JUst everything and anything I felt it and it whissed past me at the speed of light.
I laughed and Not just laughed but paralyzed and crippled with laughter I couldnt stop and was crying from it :D it all had to do with these darn psycedlic little fluffy things one was Bright green and purple and the other was Pink and white and to be honest I dont think anything could have been more cute haha I laughed so hard at these things that I sware were there as let bolted down the stares in the this mush of psychedelia it was just too much to take in I have never laughed this hard in my life ever!
Soon the compulsions came I have a very addictive personality and I wanted"more" from this trip even though id say it was a pretty solid +++ so I did 75mg as I was ending the peak of the 75mg and it was over haha.
I turned on my webcam which took about what felt like an hour probably like 2 mins. And recorded myself doing all these neat things on it lol mostly laughed so hard at nothing and talking to myself about pretty much nothing its was just so craaazzzzy it felt like acid with the synesthesia I was making jazz song with my mouth and I could taste and see the colors like I could taste a doo-bee-wapaa-nippy-dodo and it was magic
In the middle of it I had a feeling of panic like real panic and pain throughout my body like i was about to cry from the pain I knew it was probably a panic attack and tryed to tell myself this by some fortune i calmed down after about a min. If that would have not have been the case I would have lost it big time. I went into the bath room to blow my nose as everything should have been dissolved and when I walked back to the computer I was litterly weightless I moved my arms all around and it didnt even feel like I was using effort.
that is mainly the highlights of my trip that I wanted to be out there I say I got to a ++++ to be honest there were time I didnt even have a body and nothing was there but white light and euphoria I don't know what I experienced exactly but i am changed
Happy tripping Peace and
