I've been a lurker for a while, but the recent uk ban on research Chems has driven me out into the net.
Just needed place to vent and not be judged I think. Life sucks really bad now. I hate my retail job, but it helps pays the bills (partner is the real earner) and I didn't pay enough attention at school to have a better job now.
All self inflicted, so about 18 months ago I started on research stims to make my job more interesting and easier. I'm literally on my feet all day, constantly around the public. Stims like 3fmp made me actually enjoy my job! A freaking miracle! Now I'm in shit! Can't source from hardly anywhere and I'm dying on my feet daily. Gone from being super employee to useless moaner!
Looked into legal alternatives like Ritalin. Any suggestions cos I'm really struggling here!
Just needed place to vent and not be judged I think. Life sucks really bad now. I hate my retail job, but it helps pays the bills (partner is the real earner) and I didn't pay enough attention at school to have a better job now.
All self inflicted, so about 18 months ago I started on research stims to make my job more interesting and easier. I'm literally on my feet all day, constantly around the public. Stims like 3fmp made me actually enjoy my job! A freaking miracle! Now I'm in shit! Can't source from hardly anywhere and I'm dying on my feet daily. Gone from being super employee to useless moaner!
Looked into legal alternatives like Ritalin. Any suggestions cos I'm really struggling here!

