GaryGlisten
Bluelighter
Hi everyone I'm new to the forum. I'm a 50 year old male with a history of fairly mild drug usage since the age of about 17. I spent several years smoking mainly hash and doing the odd trips at weekends, mushrooms when available and amphetamines very occasionally. In the mid 90's I got into doing mdma/mda but never at a level that I'd consider to be excessive. I had another period in 2005 when I got into doing mdma 3 or 4 times a week a bit for maybe 3 months when I was hanging around with a friend who sold it. I have never been an addict, have a lot of self control and have never had any lasting effects which could cause me to be worried about my physical health. I'm quite slim at 5'10" and 140 lbs and reasonably healthy. I stopped smoking in 1994. I just lately started hankering for a bit of speed and since unfortunately I have lost touch with anyone who can get hold of it I decided to check out the RCs that are available online. I ended up buying a gram of 3-fpm crystal and started by taking a couple of small finger dabs in water. It seemed to be quite pleasant and later that night I did a couple more slightly larger finger dabs in a small bit of water and had a pretty good although sleepless Thursday night and was awake all through the next day when I bought another 4 grams because the blanket ban is imminent. I finally got some kind of sleep Friday and woke up Saturday morning feeling like an absolute sack of shit, feeling very irritable and angry all day, feeling very weak and sleeping quite a bit through the afternoon. Later on Saturday night I ingested maybe 3 finger dabs in water and didn't get the same effect as Thursday night feeling much more dysphoric and went to bed and slept after a couple of hours which kind of surprised me after everything people have said about 3-fpm. Anyway Sunday comes and I'm still feeling weak, I have backache, pains in my abdomen region and have lost a lot of weight, much more than I would have expected since I'm pretty sure that I've been eating about as much as I would eat on any normal day. Anyway so I decided not going to take any more Sunday and I went to bed about midnight and slept a good 8+ hours full of weird vivid dreams and woke up Monday feeling really grotty like I could sleep for another day. I practically have to hold my eyelids open., I can't remember ever having felt so tired but much more worrying is the weakness in my legs and back, the memory loss and disorientation but most worrying is the sudden numbness /coldness in my hands, feet and even lips. To have such severe effects after consuming what probably amounts to little over 100 mg has me seriously worried about brain/nerve damage. I've never had this effect from anything before.