My son "transcendence" was found unresponsive on the floor of his bedroom early this morning in respiratory arrest. He was pronounced dead on arrival at the hospital. This webpage was open on his computer screen. It seems no one was able to respond before he did this. I wonder if it would have made a difference.
My son had recently graduated university with a honors degree in the physical sciences. His diploma arrived in the mail yesterday. I cried when I saw it because it was something I had never achieved myself. He had several good job offers already and seemed to be moving forward into his life even while dealing with his mental illnesses.
He was so bright, in a way a place like this could never see. He suffered from anxiety, depersonalization, depression and he just wanted it to go away. Every time he reached out to a psychiatrist or psychologist he would be repeatedly rejected, not taking patients, i can fit you in but not for another 7 months. Well, he finally cured it. No more bad feelings. No anxiety or guilt or frustration.
