SociallyAwkward
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I have been experimenting some with the RC benzo 3-hydroxy for a while now. I find it very helpful for my anxiety, however I also wanted to see what recreational value it had so I did a few tests. In this report I will tell you how one of those tests went. I don't think I have to mention that mixing benzos with alcohol is potentially very dangerous if not done carefully and I do not encourage anyone to do so.
It was just another tuesday and I didn't have much planned for the day so I started out by popping a single white tiny 2 mg pill around noon. As it has a fairly long onset I didn't expect to feel much for several hours and was pleasantly surprised when I noticed some light muscle relaxation and sort of "feeling out of it" around an hour later. I shaved, had a shower and felt calm and content on the whole as I went to the grocery store to pick up some items. Once I came back home I decided to watch some Fam Guy and spent maybe an hour doing that. At this point I was getting rather numb which is how I would describe this benzo if I was to use one single word. It is unfortunately not euphoric in the way I find Xanax to be, it really just makes you go numb and messes with your head.
Now I thought would be a good time to up the dose so I had another 1,5 pills (3 mg). Then I went to town cause I needed to pick up some gear for my guitar. I guess this was when the 3-hydroxy really started to kick in although I didn't realize it at the time. I have vague memories of walking to the store, buying the equipment and taking the bus home. I also vaguely recall feeling very disappointed that I wasn't feeling the benzo more and at the time I figured I was completely normal. Which of course I wasn't but then again you never realize that in the moment on high doses of benzo and it is of course what creates the classic redose habit and for many people, whole bags of pills having disappeared when they come back to their senses.
Needless to say I had a little more of the 3-hydroxy (maybe half a pill or one pill) and also decided to throw in 2 glasses of wine to get things started. While I still felt mentally clear I was really starting to notice the physical effects. When sitting down it was like sinking deep down into one of those huge soft sacks that were so popular in the 90ies and that every kid had. I also found it difficult to follow whatever show was on the tv cause my vision was starting to go double. The next thing I know I realize my phone is ringing and that I had been dozing off. I think it was around 6 PM I got home and now the time on my phone showed it was 10 PM so I must have been out of it for over 3 hours. It was my sister calling and we chatted for a good half an hour. I wish I could remember what we talked about. In fact I'm not sure I would have remembered the call at all had she not mentioned it to me a few days after. She said it had been difficult to understand me cause I had been talking in a very slurry way and she had to ask me over and over what I said or what I meant. I made an excuse to her that I had already taken my sleeping pills for the evening and that was why I seemed so out of it.
Anyway I don't recall much more of that evening. I thought that perhaps I had done some cleaning and sure enough as I woke up in the morning, my whole home was cleaned and sanitized. Dunno when or how I got into bed. I also found a few weird items I had no recollection at all of buying and there were a few additional pills missing from the bag than the ones I have already accounted for in this report so all in all maybe I had 8-10 mg 3-hydroxy. I still felt some muscle relaxation and very calm the next day after (it has a really long halflife) but other than that pretty normal. Just numb and as if I was doing things on autopilot. It was only late in the evening that my emotions started to kick in and I cried for a bit. I rarely cry but have had it happen several times now after large doses of this benzo. I have no idea why. The amnesia on this one is very strong and days when I have taken it are pretty much a haze, I only remember some events vaguely or other times I can reconstruct what I did to some degree. It also really seems to impair your judgment so I can only assume mine must be very strong to begin with seeing as I managed to stay out of any major trouble despite being more or less a zombie.
All in all it is a decent benzo. I miss the little euphoria some other benzos brings and I also miss more heavy muscle relaxation (only when combined with alcohol does it offer more of that) but it works good for my anxiety and in larger doses it's sort of a sick game where you never know for sure what's going to happen. I would recommend that if you plan to take a lot of it, make sure you have a few days off. I had large doses of traditional benzos as well and none of them brought on so much amnesia or strange behaviour.
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It was just another tuesday and I didn't have much planned for the day so I started out by popping a single white tiny 2 mg pill around noon. As it has a fairly long onset I didn't expect to feel much for several hours and was pleasantly surprised when I noticed some light muscle relaxation and sort of "feeling out of it" around an hour later. I shaved, had a shower and felt calm and content on the whole as I went to the grocery store to pick up some items. Once I came back home I decided to watch some Fam Guy and spent maybe an hour doing that. At this point I was getting rather numb which is how I would describe this benzo if I was to use one single word. It is unfortunately not euphoric in the way I find Xanax to be, it really just makes you go numb and messes with your head.
Now I thought would be a good time to up the dose so I had another 1,5 pills (3 mg). Then I went to town cause I needed to pick up some gear for my guitar. I guess this was when the 3-hydroxy really started to kick in although I didn't realize it at the time. I have vague memories of walking to the store, buying the equipment and taking the bus home. I also vaguely recall feeling very disappointed that I wasn't feeling the benzo more and at the time I figured I was completely normal. Which of course I wasn't but then again you never realize that in the moment on high doses of benzo and it is of course what creates the classic redose habit and for many people, whole bags of pills having disappeared when they come back to their senses.
Needless to say I had a little more of the 3-hydroxy (maybe half a pill or one pill) and also decided to throw in 2 glasses of wine to get things started. While I still felt mentally clear I was really starting to notice the physical effects. When sitting down it was like sinking deep down into one of those huge soft sacks that were so popular in the 90ies and that every kid had. I also found it difficult to follow whatever show was on the tv cause my vision was starting to go double. The next thing I know I realize my phone is ringing and that I had been dozing off. I think it was around 6 PM I got home and now the time on my phone showed it was 10 PM so I must have been out of it for over 3 hours. It was my sister calling and we chatted for a good half an hour. I wish I could remember what we talked about. In fact I'm not sure I would have remembered the call at all had she not mentioned it to me a few days after. She said it had been difficult to understand me cause I had been talking in a very slurry way and she had to ask me over and over what I said or what I meant. I made an excuse to her that I had already taken my sleeping pills for the evening and that was why I seemed so out of it.
Anyway I don't recall much more of that evening. I thought that perhaps I had done some cleaning and sure enough as I woke up in the morning, my whole home was cleaned and sanitized. Dunno when or how I got into bed. I also found a few weird items I had no recollection at all of buying and there were a few additional pills missing from the bag than the ones I have already accounted for in this report so all in all maybe I had 8-10 mg 3-hydroxy. I still felt some muscle relaxation and very calm the next day after (it has a really long halflife) but other than that pretty normal. Just numb and as if I was doing things on autopilot. It was only late in the evening that my emotions started to kick in and I cried for a bit. I rarely cry but have had it happen several times now after large doses of this benzo. I have no idea why. The amnesia on this one is very strong and days when I have taken it are pretty much a haze, I only remember some events vaguely or other times I can reconstruct what I did to some degree. It also really seems to impair your judgment so I can only assume mine must be very strong to begin with seeing as I managed to stay out of any major trouble despite being more or less a zombie.
All in all it is a decent benzo. I miss the little euphoria some other benzos brings and I also miss more heavy muscle relaxation (only when combined with alcohol does it offer more of that) but it works good for my anxiety and in larger doses it's sort of a sick game where you never know for sure what's going to happen. I would recommend that if you plan to take a lot of it, make sure you have a few days off. I had large doses of traditional benzos as well and none of them brought on so much amnesia or strange behaviour.
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