...until I have to be at court. I am nervous but doped up on oxy so I don't feel much of anything. I don't even feel high.
"All the drugs are strangely sobering" is a line from one of my favorite songs...
Maybe tonight they will be more intoxicating. I'm freezing cold but also hot.
This morning I was in withdrawal and tonight I am flying high. I hope the judge doesn't notice my pinned pupils.
It's not a criminal case, however. It's a civil case.
I hate court.
I just want to be young and have fun.
I haven't had fun in such a long time. Just the same old shit, over and over. Day in and day out. There must be something wrong with me, that I'd subject myself to this type of torture.
I really hope I got that job.
Has anyone ever gone to a job interview high and got the job???
I have done it twice. I am not proud of that.
I should probably get in the shower...
"All the drugs are strangely sobering" is a line from one of my favorite songs...
Maybe tonight they will be more intoxicating. I'm freezing cold but also hot.
This morning I was in withdrawal and tonight I am flying high. I hope the judge doesn't notice my pinned pupils.
It's not a criminal case, however. It's a civil case.
I hate court.
I just want to be young and have fun.
I haven't had fun in such a long time. Just the same old shit, over and over. Day in and day out. There must be something wrong with me, that I'd subject myself to this type of torture.
I really hope I got that job.
Has anyone ever gone to a job interview high and got the job???
I have done it twice. I am not proud of that.
I should probably get in the shower...