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Bluelighter
Another boring weekend ahead of me. Drug time!
I have done ketamine and 2ci indivdually many times before, but never together mostly because I never liked snorting substances while on psychedelics and IMing seemed to scary. but this time I managed to. I wish I could have provided a time line, but given my state, I was just not up to it.
About an hour and a half after ingesting the 2ci, visuals in full swing, I turn on the TV and watch the discovery channel for some time. I was so absorbed by the tv that my entire field of view narrowed on the tv, with colurful patterns dancing all around the frame. commercial break "oh ya, I have ketamine" .....
I gather up my gear and clean my thigh and prepare the shot. When I am ready to inject I notice a swirling lattice of reds and blues on my leg. this made it hard for me to get a good reference point to begin the injection, but I do and after three nervous attempts, the needle plunges into my muscle. Being in this state it is very difficult to gauge how far in the needle is, by feel alone, so I had to keep a very close eye on the depth of the needle. the idea of hitting an artery is nerve-wracking I just want to get this overwith. but my more confident side is telling me Im there.
Down goes the plunger, in goes the ketamine.
I wait. I chew on a piece of watermelon gum, it seems to become less flavourful as I direct my full attention on it. When I close my eyes very complicated fractal patterns wave and flicker infront of me, bending, warping, twisting.
now I can REALLY feel the ketamine comming on. The characteristic ringing in my ears is accompanied by the sloshing of the gum in my mouth. I lay back on the couch, facing up, with my eyes closed trying to make sence of the abstract imagery before me. All I could think was "I'm so k-tarded" munching on my gum.
Opening my eyes revealed a meadow of white and yellow flowers on my ceiling, each of them was spining on its stem. This amused me, so much so I spat my gum out across the room in fear of choking on it. The tv was showing credits, for what show I havent the faintest memory, So I figure its been a good hour since injecting myself.
I'm basking in the after-effects of the ketamine, happy and slightly stimulated (possibly from the 2ci). I watch how its made for a couple hours, loving the crazy machinery and all their precise movements, I decide to call it a night. I felt tired, but could relax enough to fall asleep. I plug into my iPod and close my eyes, each song I listen to evokes a different mood and sometimes, memories. These thoughts and feeling translate into colours and shapes that come together to form some sort of personal, abstract musik video. Very unique.
I must have spent 2 or 3 hours listening to musik when I realize the sun rising. The 2ci has mostly worn off by now so I drop 3mg of Xanax and catch some much needed Z's.
I have done ketamine and 2ci indivdually many times before, but never together mostly because I never liked snorting substances while on psychedelics and IMing seemed to scary. but this time I managed to. I wish I could have provided a time line, but given my state, I was just not up to it.
About an hour and a half after ingesting the 2ci, visuals in full swing, I turn on the TV and watch the discovery channel for some time. I was so absorbed by the tv that my entire field of view narrowed on the tv, with colurful patterns dancing all around the frame. commercial break "oh ya, I have ketamine" .....
I gather up my gear and clean my thigh and prepare the shot. When I am ready to inject I notice a swirling lattice of reds and blues on my leg. this made it hard for me to get a good reference point to begin the injection, but I do and after three nervous attempts, the needle plunges into my muscle. Being in this state it is very difficult to gauge how far in the needle is, by feel alone, so I had to keep a very close eye on the depth of the needle. the idea of hitting an artery is nerve-wracking I just want to get this overwith. but my more confident side is telling me Im there.
Down goes the plunger, in goes the ketamine.
I wait. I chew on a piece of watermelon gum, it seems to become less flavourful as I direct my full attention on it. When I close my eyes very complicated fractal patterns wave and flicker infront of me, bending, warping, twisting.
now I can REALLY feel the ketamine comming on. The characteristic ringing in my ears is accompanied by the sloshing of the gum in my mouth. I lay back on the couch, facing up, with my eyes closed trying to make sence of the abstract imagery before me. All I could think was "I'm so k-tarded" munching on my gum.
Opening my eyes revealed a meadow of white and yellow flowers on my ceiling, each of them was spining on its stem. This amused me, so much so I spat my gum out across the room in fear of choking on it. The tv was showing credits, for what show I havent the faintest memory, So I figure its been a good hour since injecting myself.
I'm basking in the after-effects of the ketamine, happy and slightly stimulated (possibly from the 2ci). I watch how its made for a couple hours, loving the crazy machinery and all their precise movements, I decide to call it a night. I felt tired, but could relax enough to fall asleep. I plug into my iPod and close my eyes, each song I listen to evokes a different mood and sometimes, memories. These thoughts and feeling translate into colours and shapes that come together to form some sort of personal, abstract musik video. Very unique.
I must have spent 2 or 3 hours listening to musik when I realize the sun rising. The 2ci has mostly worn off by now so I drop 3mg of Xanax and catch some much needed Z's.
