Hah... well most of you know me for pushing the limits and having crazy trips, and I'm lucky to have made it through my experiences with nothing severe happening. What happened yesterday was horrible and I can't believe it, I am still shaking my head.
It was 3pm. My nitrous was coming in the mail soon so I decided to get my cracker. Due to some paranoia and caution over a real life potential legal issue, about a year ago I buried a bunch of my psychedelics and tools in a wooden box in the woods. I put 2 garbage bags around it to insulate it.
So, I dig up my box to get my N2O cracker. When I open it I gasp in horror, as I see about an inch of brown water submerging all my goodies. I sadly reach in, pull out my cracker and bowl and bury the rest, as none of it is there anymore really, its all in the nasty water and mixed with everything in there. No matter how desperate I was I'd never have bothered with it. The water gets all over my hands. I wipe it off on leaves quickly and walk back.
Part of the cracker had been submerged and some was sort of dry. I rinse it and put it in the oven for a bit to dry. There was some rust there and a lot of caked light brown stuff, very solid. At this time I do feel something coming on, like anxiety, but tell myself it might be placebo, because i was aware of the fact i touched water saturated with psychedelics.
I take the cracker to a grinding wheel with a wire brush attached. Over the course of 5 minutes I take off all the nasty stuff on there rust included, coughing a few final times. As I am walking back to my room I am hit with fear. I start to hear voices echoing and saying "HwHwhahahHAH!" repeating over and over. 'Uh oh' I think... and grab 30mg diazepam. I call my friends D and E tell them come over quickly , I may have overdosed. The feeling was mostly tryptamine, with an intense rising stimulation felt mostly in my chest and stomach.
The amount of time that passed before they got there was timeless and forever. I felt like i was twirling around with my arms out and my body was falling apart,my matter getting converted into energy and glowing. I was hearing insane electronic noises which I can't describe and were always different. I was seeing myself in the 3rd person spinning and falling apart. The whole room was greenish but very neon like.
I was screaming when they got there, and twitching. They held me on the ground and to my side telling me to relax and calm down. I don't remember this part much in detail. I felt very threatened and acted aggressive in trying to get them off me. It seemed shortly though they were getting me to calm down. D pulled out 3 2mg xanax bars and fed them to me. I chewed them then spit some out. D handed me a drink and i spit it out.
All my memory ends here. I was in a comatose like state, moaning some and occasionally flailing a limb, for about an hour. Then I started talking to them. My memory picks up. I asked what happened, and repeatedly ask if anything horrible happened cause I felt like something did happen world-endingly big. I felt very sick too. I considered going to the hospital. I was in a lot of pain. I told this to D and E. They made a call and were able to get a hold of some percocets. I was glad to hear this. I took 5 of them and waited. The pain and discomfort mostly went away after a half hour, and I started to feel pretty good except for vomiting a few times as the percocet kicked in more.
Ugh. This is fucking unbelievable. I don't think i'll be tripping for at least a year. This was overload. I feel so... dull right now, like my brain was overloaded and downregulated itself, or worse yet lost a chunk of brain cells.
The report title includes most items which were in the box cept for weed, 5-meo-dmt, a bunch of benzos and a gram of K. I don't have the energy to speculate which went where, and which didn't affect me. I know that there was 2 routes of administration; transdermal and inhalation of fine particles.
Time to rest and recover. I'm still in a lot of pain and exhaustion.
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It was 3pm. My nitrous was coming in the mail soon so I decided to get my cracker. Due to some paranoia and caution over a real life potential legal issue, about a year ago I buried a bunch of my psychedelics and tools in a wooden box in the woods. I put 2 garbage bags around it to insulate it.
So, I dig up my box to get my N2O cracker. When I open it I gasp in horror, as I see about an inch of brown water submerging all my goodies. I sadly reach in, pull out my cracker and bowl and bury the rest, as none of it is there anymore really, its all in the nasty water and mixed with everything in there. No matter how desperate I was I'd never have bothered with it. The water gets all over my hands. I wipe it off on leaves quickly and walk back.
Part of the cracker had been submerged and some was sort of dry. I rinse it and put it in the oven for a bit to dry. There was some rust there and a lot of caked light brown stuff, very solid. At this time I do feel something coming on, like anxiety, but tell myself it might be placebo, because i was aware of the fact i touched water saturated with psychedelics.
I take the cracker to a grinding wheel with a wire brush attached. Over the course of 5 minutes I take off all the nasty stuff on there rust included, coughing a few final times. As I am walking back to my room I am hit with fear. I start to hear voices echoing and saying "HwHwhahahHAH!" repeating over and over. 'Uh oh' I think... and grab 30mg diazepam. I call my friends D and E tell them come over quickly , I may have overdosed. The feeling was mostly tryptamine, with an intense rising stimulation felt mostly in my chest and stomach.
The amount of time that passed before they got there was timeless and forever. I felt like i was twirling around with my arms out and my body was falling apart,my matter getting converted into energy and glowing. I was hearing insane electronic noises which I can't describe and were always different. I was seeing myself in the 3rd person spinning and falling apart. The whole room was greenish but very neon like.
I was screaming when they got there, and twitching. They held me on the ground and to my side telling me to relax and calm down. I don't remember this part much in detail. I felt very threatened and acted aggressive in trying to get them off me. It seemed shortly though they were getting me to calm down. D pulled out 3 2mg xanax bars and fed them to me. I chewed them then spit some out. D handed me a drink and i spit it out.
All my memory ends here. I was in a comatose like state, moaning some and occasionally flailing a limb, for about an hour. Then I started talking to them. My memory picks up. I asked what happened, and repeatedly ask if anything horrible happened cause I felt like something did happen world-endingly big. I felt very sick too. I considered going to the hospital. I was in a lot of pain. I told this to D and E. They made a call and were able to get a hold of some percocets. I was glad to hear this. I took 5 of them and waited. The pain and discomfort mostly went away after a half hour, and I started to feel pretty good except for vomiting a few times as the percocet kicked in more.
Ugh. This is fucking unbelievable. I don't think i'll be tripping for at least a year. This was overload. I feel so... dull right now, like my brain was overloaded and downregulated itself, or worse yet lost a chunk of brain cells.
The report title includes most items which were in the box cept for weed, 5-meo-dmt, a bunch of benzos and a gram of K. I don't have the energy to speculate which went where, and which didn't affect me. I know that there was 2 routes of administration; transdermal and inhalation of fine particles.
Time to rest and recover. I'm still in a lot of pain and exhaustion.
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substancecode_LSD
substancecode_4acomipt
substancecode_4homipt
substancecode_marijuana
substancecode_cannabis
substancecode_4hodipt
substancecode_benzos
substancecode_pharms
_combo_
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