SirGallium
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First time on 2C-I, very enlightening
I recently found a source for 2C-I for pretty cheap. I bought 40mg from him. [Source discussion and pirce removed -Splatt]
I was planning on doing it the upcoming weekend, it was wednesday. I was talking to my friend online after school after I had made the purchase. He's like "Hey man, wanna do that 2C-I?" and I said "Yeah sure, friday night?" and he says "No, I mean tonight. You know school will be canceled tomorrow. And if it isn't, just bring your bag to my house"
It was snowing pretty hard, so I pleaded with my mom to let me go and went. I got there and dosed almost right away. 40mg is a pretty damn small amount when pure, so we ended up dividing it with a razor and licking it up.
Its strange. For three years since the first time I smoked pot, I always thought to myself "Wow, I cant wait to try mushrooms or LSD. Being able to see hallucinations must be so amazing! If I ever saw them, I would just be fascinated and watch them until the drugs went away!" I had read that 2C-I gives basic hallucinations, like breathing, and flowing patterns in things. When the trip started though, I wasn't watching the intricate patterns in the carpet, I thought more clearly and deeper and more reasonably about things than I ever had in my life. Ill talk about that later.
My friend had about 40lbs on me, so I felt the first effects earlier. We were sitting there playing super mario brothers on his computer (he rigged up an original nintendo controller to his computer, its pretty sweet) and I remember looking down at the carpet, and seeing the most amazing hallucination. His carpet is the kind with lots of little bars of carpet sticking straight up. Like its made up of 2mm wide puffs of carpet about half an inch high. Anyway, they were flowing and swirling in different directions. It looked exactly as if the were submerged in water, and the water was flowing around. Just like a big patch of seaweed in the ocean. The seaweed flows and moves with the water. The carpet was doing exactly that. It was amazing. I said "Omg, look at the carpet! Can you see it moving?" And he looks at it and says "Oh yeah, I can see a skull right there! Cool!" At that point I knew he wasn't feeling it yet, and probably wouldn't for another 20 mins because of his weight.
So I just layed back on his bed against the wall, and thought. This was the first time I have ever experienced ego loss. I had read about it in lots of trip reports, but never felt it. It was horrifying. But I still had control, and confidence. I thought about who I was as a person, and who my friends were. I thought of the groups of people in my school and how rediculous they are. By groups of people I mean the wiggers, the goths, groups like that. I thought to myself, wow If they ever had one dose of 2C-I, that would sure turn them normal. I have never really been or tried to be in a certain group, or dress a certain way. Because of that I think the ego loss didn't devastate me as much as it could have. I imagine that if i was a wigger or something and had this drug, and experienced the ego loss, I would have probably started crying.
I thought about who I was and what I was doing in life. I had to go to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror while I was washing my hands, and thought, wow... thats me! I felt like *I* was a completely different person than my body. I felt like I was staring at just some random face in a crowd. It wasn't me. I am me, that body wasn't. I had just gotten a haircut I really liked, so I liked what the person looked like looking back at me, and was happy with myself. I went back into my friends room and sat back down on his bed. I thought about having to choose a career soon. I had been thinking about choosing a career in aerospace and just thought to myself "WTF? Aerospace?! Wtf is wrong with you?" I then knew that the only reason that I had been thinking about that, was because I was the best paper airplane maker in my school! I thought about how ridiculous it was to choose a career in aerospace because I was good at making paper planes. I thought, wow I really need to start making some smart decisions in what I need to do with my life.
We had been tripping for about 2 hours now and it was about peaking. My friend turned to me and said "Wow we haven't said a word to each other for hours!" I said "Wow, your right. i've just been thinking about things" and he said "Yeah, me too."
Then the coolest thing happened. Me and my friend talked for about 6 hours straight, about the things that nobody ever talks about. We talked about everything that people just think about to themselves and think "Oh, thats normal". We weren't afraid, or embarrassed to talk about anything to each other.
I don't remember much of the stuff we talked about. I remember him telling me about how he felt like he was so old, like he was getting old way too fast, but in his mind he felt younger than he is. I told him that I feel the same way sometimes. After we ran out of things only normally thought about to talk about, we just started talking about normal stuff that anybody would talk about. But for some reason, just sitting there and talking to each other about normal stuff was so satisfying for me. Just completely fully satisfying.
The last thing I remember is that 2C-I has an amphetamine like affect in addition to its phyco effects. I remember that the whole night my mind was racing with thought, I had so many thoughts per minute, it was crazy. I remember thinking, wow if I ever do this again, I have to record all of my thoughts somehow. I also felt very disconnected from my environment. I think feeling disconnected was part of my ego loss.
Sorry for such a long story. All I know is that I must have 2C-I at least one more time to straighten out some more stuff in my life. It kind of detatches you from yourself, and you can just view you and your life from the third perspective. Your able to judge yourself just as well as you can judge other people while not on 2C-I. I'm happier with myself after this trip, and I cant wait to take it again.
I recently found a source for 2C-I for pretty cheap. I bought 40mg from him. [Source discussion and pirce removed -Splatt]
I was planning on doing it the upcoming weekend, it was wednesday. I was talking to my friend online after school after I had made the purchase. He's like "Hey man, wanna do that 2C-I?" and I said "Yeah sure, friday night?" and he says "No, I mean tonight. You know school will be canceled tomorrow. And if it isn't, just bring your bag to my house"
It was snowing pretty hard, so I pleaded with my mom to let me go and went. I got there and dosed almost right away. 40mg is a pretty damn small amount when pure, so we ended up dividing it with a razor and licking it up.
Its strange. For three years since the first time I smoked pot, I always thought to myself "Wow, I cant wait to try mushrooms or LSD. Being able to see hallucinations must be so amazing! If I ever saw them, I would just be fascinated and watch them until the drugs went away!" I had read that 2C-I gives basic hallucinations, like breathing, and flowing patterns in things. When the trip started though, I wasn't watching the intricate patterns in the carpet, I thought more clearly and deeper and more reasonably about things than I ever had in my life. Ill talk about that later.
My friend had about 40lbs on me, so I felt the first effects earlier. We were sitting there playing super mario brothers on his computer (he rigged up an original nintendo controller to his computer, its pretty sweet) and I remember looking down at the carpet, and seeing the most amazing hallucination. His carpet is the kind with lots of little bars of carpet sticking straight up. Like its made up of 2mm wide puffs of carpet about half an inch high. Anyway, they were flowing and swirling in different directions. It looked exactly as if the were submerged in water, and the water was flowing around. Just like a big patch of seaweed in the ocean. The seaweed flows and moves with the water. The carpet was doing exactly that. It was amazing. I said "Omg, look at the carpet! Can you see it moving?" And he looks at it and says "Oh yeah, I can see a skull right there! Cool!" At that point I knew he wasn't feeling it yet, and probably wouldn't for another 20 mins because of his weight.
So I just layed back on his bed against the wall, and thought. This was the first time I have ever experienced ego loss. I had read about it in lots of trip reports, but never felt it. It was horrifying. But I still had control, and confidence. I thought about who I was as a person, and who my friends were. I thought of the groups of people in my school and how rediculous they are. By groups of people I mean the wiggers, the goths, groups like that. I thought to myself, wow If they ever had one dose of 2C-I, that would sure turn them normal. I have never really been or tried to be in a certain group, or dress a certain way. Because of that I think the ego loss didn't devastate me as much as it could have. I imagine that if i was a wigger or something and had this drug, and experienced the ego loss, I would have probably started crying.
I thought about who I was and what I was doing in life. I had to go to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror while I was washing my hands, and thought, wow... thats me! I felt like *I* was a completely different person than my body. I felt like I was staring at just some random face in a crowd. It wasn't me. I am me, that body wasn't. I had just gotten a haircut I really liked, so I liked what the person looked like looking back at me, and was happy with myself. I went back into my friends room and sat back down on his bed. I thought about having to choose a career soon. I had been thinking about choosing a career in aerospace and just thought to myself "WTF? Aerospace?! Wtf is wrong with you?" I then knew that the only reason that I had been thinking about that, was because I was the best paper airplane maker in my school! I thought about how ridiculous it was to choose a career in aerospace because I was good at making paper planes. I thought, wow I really need to start making some smart decisions in what I need to do with my life.
We had been tripping for about 2 hours now and it was about peaking. My friend turned to me and said "Wow we haven't said a word to each other for hours!" I said "Wow, your right. i've just been thinking about things" and he said "Yeah, me too."
Then the coolest thing happened. Me and my friend talked for about 6 hours straight, about the things that nobody ever talks about. We talked about everything that people just think about to themselves and think "Oh, thats normal". We weren't afraid, or embarrassed to talk about anything to each other.
I don't remember much of the stuff we talked about. I remember him telling me about how he felt like he was so old, like he was getting old way too fast, but in his mind he felt younger than he is. I told him that I feel the same way sometimes. After we ran out of things only normally thought about to talk about, we just started talking about normal stuff that anybody would talk about. But for some reason, just sitting there and talking to each other about normal stuff was so satisfying for me. Just completely fully satisfying.
The last thing I remember is that 2C-I has an amphetamine like affect in addition to its phyco effects. I remember that the whole night my mind was racing with thought, I had so many thoughts per minute, it was crazy. I remember thinking, wow if I ever do this again, I have to record all of my thoughts somehow. I also felt very disconnected from my environment. I think feeling disconnected was part of my ego loss.
Sorry for such a long story. All I know is that I must have 2C-I at least one more time to straighten out some more stuff in my life. It kind of detatches you from yourself, and you can just view you and your life from the third perspective. Your able to judge yourself just as well as you can judge other people while not on 2C-I. I'm happier with myself after this trip, and I cant wait to take it again.
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