pino
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- Dec 13, 2010
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This was one of the most interesting experiences in my life. I took 2c-e and weed here. While listening to a youtube video. I worship Ereshkigal and Nergal from Mesopatomia and asked her to show me her darker side. I want to write a whole serie on the darker side of the gods. I have been experimenting with pain and pleasure and especially the mixture since I was 8 I think.
Preparation:
Video:
I prayed to Ereshkigal for months prior to this.
I took two pills of 2c-e (30 mg) and a liberal amount of weed.
Experience:
It kicked in and I was gone after 1 hour.
I was lying down and started to meditate. She said I couldn't open my eyes. First I saw a sweeper that didn't want me there. I walked on and entered her palace. She winked at me delightfully and walked before me with torches. Kinda beautiful and I followed her.
It was a darksome place. It shifted. I was laying on a table suddenly, she said Lilitu come (the inhabitants, succubi later on in history and they also became Lilith). I was bound down. First I felt electricity over my whole body, I couldn't open my eyes. They started to work, I felt knifes cutting my body. Then I felt a electricity walking over me. And my dick too. I wanted to open my eyes, but it was still impossible, so I observed, but she "prodded" me to masturbate. Orgasm was very hard, but great.
It was pleasant to me, but also very painful. Union of these states. Then she went loose. Cut of my dick. She showed me other things. Very other things. Like me being cut into pieces in cages, but still being able to feel. She started to stimulate my insides with her cattle prod I guess. I stop here, but the tortures went on and on, almost forever.
After an hour, I woke up, shaking like a mofo. She laughed and was so proud on me and asked what happened. I needed to recover for 15 minutes. I was very euphoric, I felt like, I really survived it.
I love Ereshkigal. And 2c-e is the perfect sacrament for me to take for her.
Almost that scene in game of thrones, but more brutal. And she kept her promise, I was in her darkest place. :D
Preparation:
Video:
I prayed to Ereshkigal for months prior to this.
I took two pills of 2c-e (30 mg) and a liberal amount of weed.
Experience:
It kicked in and I was gone after 1 hour.
I was lying down and started to meditate. She said I couldn't open my eyes. First I saw a sweeper that didn't want me there. I walked on and entered her palace. She winked at me delightfully and walked before me with torches. Kinda beautiful and I followed her.
It was a darksome place. It shifted. I was laying on a table suddenly, she said Lilitu come (the inhabitants, succubi later on in history and they also became Lilith). I was bound down. First I felt electricity over my whole body, I couldn't open my eyes. They started to work, I felt knifes cutting my body. Then I felt a electricity walking over me. And my dick too. I wanted to open my eyes, but it was still impossible, so I observed, but she "prodded" me to masturbate. Orgasm was very hard, but great.
It was pleasant to me, but also very painful. Union of these states. Then she went loose. Cut of my dick. She showed me other things. Very other things. Like me being cut into pieces in cages, but still being able to feel. She started to stimulate my insides with her cattle prod I guess. I stop here, but the tortures went on and on, almost forever.
After an hour, I woke up, shaking like a mofo. She laughed and was so proud on me and asked what happened. I needed to recover for 15 minutes. I was very euphoric, I felt like, I really survived it.
I love Ereshkigal. And 2c-e is the perfect sacrament for me to take for her.
Almost that scene in game of thrones, but more brutal. And she kept her promise, I was in her darkest place. :D
