billyswifey
Bluelighter
So about a week ago I was given around 50mg, give or take, of 2C-E, which is around 5x the usual dosage of 10-20mg. Before anyone asks, at the time both myself and the person who gave it to me believed it to be 4-MMC, which is why the dosage was so high.
About 10-15 minutes after snorting this nice little line and licking up the remains I started to get a weird feeling in my throat, not quite sore and not quite dry. Within minutes I started to notice a strong feeling of nausea, closely followed by vomiting. After throwing up for the second time I started to get some weird visions and I thought my spew was made up of maggots. Minutes later I was getting quite warm and removed my hoodie (we were outside, it was about 8pm and around 15 celcius). I was becoming quite agitated, but in a child-like way, I wanted to run up and down the street, or distract myself with something. By now I had seen a swirling sort of pattern in the grass and people who weren't there. The longer I was outside (waiting for a cab driver who didnt know where to go grr) the worse I felt, but I only threw up 3 times. When the cab driver came I was getting anxious and telling my fiancee (who was also present that night) that I needed a drink and needed to be on solid ground. I'd probably been tripping for just over an hour by this point.
Most of the tram ride home (after the cab dropped us off) was filled with me having mixed feelings of anxiety and also acceptance that the next 6-8 hours of my life would be filled with nausea and patterns. At one stage of the 40 minute ride (right at the end) I started getting so anxious that I ended up with scratch marks on my hand, much longer and I probably would've broken the skin and bled all over myself. I also kept feeling the need to change how I was sitting every 2-5 minutes. Whilst the nausea continued I managed to control it and focus on the "pretty blue lights" which seemed to appear.
Once at home I jumped into bed and my fiancee chucked on some soothing and familiar music, as my trip was starting to turn into a somewhat bad one as far as anxiety goes. I should probably mention here that I had NEVER tripped on anything before that night.
By this stage it was around 12-1am, and I'm laying there crying. I felt trapped and wanted it to end, though there was no end in sight. If I closed my eyes, there was a checkerboard pattern or video game scenario playing in my head, if I left them open, things warped, moved or appeared. At one stage my fiancee came to rub my back (which had calmed me earlier) and I looked up, saw someone else's face where his should be, and pulled the blanket up over my face. Not long after this I thought I saw Invader Zim and his little buddy, Gir, hanging out on my blanket, I honestly thought they wanted to kill me. After seeing things "melt" and warp a little longer the trip seemed to chill out a tiny bit. I managed to get around 30 minutes of shut eye with vivid dreams. I couldnt sleep for another hour, then finally fell asleep for good around 5 or 6am.
Apparently I handled the trip really well for a first timer and such a huge dose. It lasted about 9-10 hours, and whilst the anxiety of not knowing caused me to have a scared feeling, the times I got to see crap that wasn't there was really good, and I managed to explore my mind a tiny bit. I didnt want to get out of bed the next day, but I had been up til pretty late. I've had a headache pretty much non-stop since, but so far I haven't found anything mentioning headaches as an after-effect.
I'd definitely give this another go, but I'd like to KNOW next time, as its quite scary expecting the amazing feelings of 4-MMC and then feeling the opposite.
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_2ce
substancecode_phenethylamines
explevel_firsttime
exptype_negative
exptype_bodyload
exptype_difficult
exptype_overdose
roacode_oral
About 10-15 minutes after snorting this nice little line and licking up the remains I started to get a weird feeling in my throat, not quite sore and not quite dry. Within minutes I started to notice a strong feeling of nausea, closely followed by vomiting. After throwing up for the second time I started to get some weird visions and I thought my spew was made up of maggots. Minutes later I was getting quite warm and removed my hoodie (we were outside, it was about 8pm and around 15 celcius). I was becoming quite agitated, but in a child-like way, I wanted to run up and down the street, or distract myself with something. By now I had seen a swirling sort of pattern in the grass and people who weren't there. The longer I was outside (waiting for a cab driver who didnt know where to go grr) the worse I felt, but I only threw up 3 times. When the cab driver came I was getting anxious and telling my fiancee (who was also present that night) that I needed a drink and needed to be on solid ground. I'd probably been tripping for just over an hour by this point.
Most of the tram ride home (after the cab dropped us off) was filled with me having mixed feelings of anxiety and also acceptance that the next 6-8 hours of my life would be filled with nausea and patterns. At one stage of the 40 minute ride (right at the end) I started getting so anxious that I ended up with scratch marks on my hand, much longer and I probably would've broken the skin and bled all over myself. I also kept feeling the need to change how I was sitting every 2-5 minutes. Whilst the nausea continued I managed to control it and focus on the "pretty blue lights" which seemed to appear.
Once at home I jumped into bed and my fiancee chucked on some soothing and familiar music, as my trip was starting to turn into a somewhat bad one as far as anxiety goes. I should probably mention here that I had NEVER tripped on anything before that night.
By this stage it was around 12-1am, and I'm laying there crying. I felt trapped and wanted it to end, though there was no end in sight. If I closed my eyes, there was a checkerboard pattern or video game scenario playing in my head, if I left them open, things warped, moved or appeared. At one stage my fiancee came to rub my back (which had calmed me earlier) and I looked up, saw someone else's face where his should be, and pulled the blanket up over my face. Not long after this I thought I saw Invader Zim and his little buddy, Gir, hanging out on my blanket, I honestly thought they wanted to kill me. After seeing things "melt" and warp a little longer the trip seemed to chill out a tiny bit. I managed to get around 30 minutes of shut eye with vivid dreams. I couldnt sleep for another hour, then finally fell asleep for good around 5 or 6am.
Apparently I handled the trip really well for a first timer and such a huge dose. It lasted about 9-10 hours, and whilst the anxiety of not knowing caused me to have a scared feeling, the times I got to see crap that wasn't there was really good, and I managed to explore my mind a tiny bit. I didnt want to get out of bed the next day, but I had been up til pretty late. I've had a headache pretty much non-stop since, but so far I haven't found anything mentioning headaches as an after-effect.
I'd definitely give this another go, but I'd like to KNOW next time, as its quite scary expecting the amazing feelings of 4-MMC and then feeling the opposite.
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_2ce
substancecode_phenethylamines
explevel_firsttime
exptype_negative
exptype_bodyload
exptype_difficult
exptype_overdose
roacode_oral
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