Ximot
Bluelighter
Bear with me as I tell you about how I accidentally ingested about 100mg 2C-B around 5am on a Saturday morning after Friday night out and tripped balls till almost lunchtime that day.
2C-B can definitely bring on very deep religious experiences... as experienced by me and a friend when we consumed it after a night out on beers and methylone (and 4FA, for my companion). When we got home, the plan was to ingest a nice strong tea of coca leaves, catha edulis, kratom, and GHB (I know, the combo with alcohol isn't wise, but the amount wasn't too much). We also smoked a little bit of a synthetic cannabinoid and then proceeded to ingest what we thought was BUTYLONE... but when the drug hit, I realised it was 2C-B... my bad, I had it badly labelled, the writing had come off and all i coudl read was the letter B... since I presumed it was Butylone ("B1") and not 2C-B ("B") I just emptied the bag and made two piles... there must have been 180-250mg of 2C-B in there...
it was a very deep, mystical experience of deep telepathic, energetic sharing of thoughts and intentions over the course of a few hours, while hardly able to move... and thinking we were going to die... but the next day we were fine, and grateful for the experience, the bonding, and to be alive. We died, again and again, became embryos again, grew up, developed our quirks and hang-ups... till the got the better of us and we died, again... again and again, over myriads of births and deaths... till, at some point, we realised we were still there. Much had to do with the urge to have sex as well... which we didn't, and we understood deeply - later on - that inappropriate sexual unity can best be withstood with holistic practices such as yoga, breathing... there was much Catholic Christian imagery, about selfishness, misguided desires, lust, guilt, and what-have-you, and I understood deeply -again, later on - how much I have been programmed and how little of that programming I have been able to shed so far... and how far I have to go until I am free from it, and from that endless cycle of an unholy death and resurrection... There were moments of complete brainzap too, for sure, but on the whole it was very rewarding and has pushed me in a new direction, away from old patterns and toward a new understanding of my potential. My friend has had a very simiar experience; seemst hat despite hours of not speaking we communicated telepathically. As a result, we are now closer than ever, sexual tensions heretofore existent seem to have been greatly reduced, and our friendship/companionship has been strengthened. And, yeah, we're both glad we didn't die.
And I know what you are all gonna say: I am STUPID for not labelling properly, for blindly trusting my intuition on what I can get away with. And you're right. And after meddling with these substances for many years now, I really should know better.
So this was my cautionary tale to all who think they want to ingest recklessly when drunk or on empathogens... and being a bit fiendy...
REMEMBER TO USE A SCALE AND REMEMBER TO MAKE SURE YOU IDENTIFY WHAT IT IS YOU ARE TAKING.
Myself, I am taking a break from all these materials for an indefinite amount of time - as soon as I have been drinking or taken an empathogen, I no longer have myself under control, nor the substances, for this was the second weekend in a row I kind of overdosed... last week, on benzos, and drunk, I ingested some 60ish mg of a mixture of 4-Aco-Mipt and 4-Ho-Mipt, only to almost freak out and wishing I had an anti-psychotic to abort it until I reconciled myself with the experience (and then I was fine, really fine, and positively stunned by the visual beauty).
And it's not just a cautionary tale but also the good news that +/-100mg 2C-B can be had without any major difficulties. Although I do recommend not doing that alone, and not outside, and I am also sure the kratom, catha edulis, and GHB helped with any possible panic feelings we may otherwise have had. As it were, we just surrendered to our certain death... many, many times. To what extent the alcohol/GHB/Kratom combo made us almost unable to move,I don0t know... oh, and didn't we have occasional bumps of S-Ketamine earlier in the evening, before we got home as well? hmm..... where I comefrom, my reckless behaviour is labelled "polytoxicomania" ... really got to get a grip on myself. I can be totally straight for days on end, but once I get going... I forget how to stop...
Bloody hell, long post... first time in a long time for me.
Keep it real, everyone. I, in the meantime, am taking a break. I am fine, and happy, after 15 hours of sleep from Saturday to Sunday and even a long workday today Monday... but right now I need to stop doing drugs before they do me. I have now had 2 warnings in as many weekends, and if I go on, I may well not live to tell the tale. I need to re-evaluate my life... and most definitely my relationship to my stashbox, and to regain a healthy respect for these sacraments.
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_combo_
2C-B can definitely bring on very deep religious experiences... as experienced by me and a friend when we consumed it after a night out on beers and methylone (and 4FA, for my companion). When we got home, the plan was to ingest a nice strong tea of coca leaves, catha edulis, kratom, and GHB (I know, the combo with alcohol isn't wise, but the amount wasn't too much). We also smoked a little bit of a synthetic cannabinoid and then proceeded to ingest what we thought was BUTYLONE... but when the drug hit, I realised it was 2C-B... my bad, I had it badly labelled, the writing had come off and all i coudl read was the letter B... since I presumed it was Butylone ("B1") and not 2C-B ("B") I just emptied the bag and made two piles... there must have been 180-250mg of 2C-B in there...
it was a very deep, mystical experience of deep telepathic, energetic sharing of thoughts and intentions over the course of a few hours, while hardly able to move... and thinking we were going to die... but the next day we were fine, and grateful for the experience, the bonding, and to be alive. We died, again and again, became embryos again, grew up, developed our quirks and hang-ups... till the got the better of us and we died, again... again and again, over myriads of births and deaths... till, at some point, we realised we were still there. Much had to do with the urge to have sex as well... which we didn't, and we understood deeply - later on - that inappropriate sexual unity can best be withstood with holistic practices such as yoga, breathing... there was much Catholic Christian imagery, about selfishness, misguided desires, lust, guilt, and what-have-you, and I understood deeply -again, later on - how much I have been programmed and how little of that programming I have been able to shed so far... and how far I have to go until I am free from it, and from that endless cycle of an unholy death and resurrection... There were moments of complete brainzap too, for sure, but on the whole it was very rewarding and has pushed me in a new direction, away from old patterns and toward a new understanding of my potential. My friend has had a very simiar experience; seemst hat despite hours of not speaking we communicated telepathically. As a result, we are now closer than ever, sexual tensions heretofore existent seem to have been greatly reduced, and our friendship/companionship has been strengthened. And, yeah, we're both glad we didn't die.
And I know what you are all gonna say: I am STUPID for not labelling properly, for blindly trusting my intuition on what I can get away with. And you're right. And after meddling with these substances for many years now, I really should know better.
So this was my cautionary tale to all who think they want to ingest recklessly when drunk or on empathogens... and being a bit fiendy...
REMEMBER TO USE A SCALE AND REMEMBER TO MAKE SURE YOU IDENTIFY WHAT IT IS YOU ARE TAKING.
Myself, I am taking a break from all these materials for an indefinite amount of time - as soon as I have been drinking or taken an empathogen, I no longer have myself under control, nor the substances, for this was the second weekend in a row I kind of overdosed... last week, on benzos, and drunk, I ingested some 60ish mg of a mixture of 4-Aco-Mipt and 4-Ho-Mipt, only to almost freak out and wishing I had an anti-psychotic to abort it until I reconciled myself with the experience (and then I was fine, really fine, and positively stunned by the visual beauty).
And it's not just a cautionary tale but also the good news that +/-100mg 2C-B can be had without any major difficulties. Although I do recommend not doing that alone, and not outside, and I am also sure the kratom, catha edulis, and GHB helped with any possible panic feelings we may otherwise have had. As it were, we just surrendered to our certain death... many, many times. To what extent the alcohol/GHB/Kratom combo made us almost unable to move,I don0t know... oh, and didn't we have occasional bumps of S-Ketamine earlier in the evening, before we got home as well? hmm..... where I comefrom, my reckless behaviour is labelled "polytoxicomania" ... really got to get a grip on myself. I can be totally straight for days on end, but once I get going... I forget how to stop...
Bloody hell, long post... first time in a long time for me.
Keep it real, everyone. I, in the meantime, am taking a break. I am fine, and happy, after 15 hours of sleep from Saturday to Sunday and even a long workday today Monday... but right now I need to stop doing drugs before they do me. I have now had 2 warnings in as many weekends, and if I go on, I may well not live to tell the tale. I need to re-evaluate my life... and most definitely my relationship to my stashbox, and to regain a healthy respect for these sacraments.
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_combo_
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