29 hrs wasn't long enough.... Precipitated wds

[bratchny]

I've always assumed, when your sick, your safe take bupenephorine/ suboxone. And by sick I mean sick, not the " oh I feel sick but really I'm just slightly uncomfortable" sick, I mean full blown sick. Well, I forgot that when I assume I make an ass, out myself. The run I was comming off of wasnt even a month, maybe 14 bundles over the course of a few weeks. All same dope from same trap, same stamps. I know stamp doesn't mean same dope but in was consistent stuff, that even had a bit of actual heroin in it. Very little but hey it was nice to see there was some in there. Anywway, went on my run for around 3ish weeks, give or take, and realized I wasn't making enough at the moment be staying well like that, so it was time to take a break and just stick to subs for a bit. Usually thats about as long as I take a run for so I can reset my brain after kick ( I only feel what I equate true happiness after kicking a dope spell ). So I did my haifass taper ( doing the last of what I have faster than normal cos when I'm low on smokes, I feel the urge to chain-smoke) but then scraping old smoking sticks and tooters, and going through old bags, and even cutting up envelopes and mixing with water, then evaporation off, to get whatever residue was left and do that until I'm out of everything. Ya know the taper. So for a day I was snorting/smoking residue mixed with whatever contaminants, and after I did the last of that I half assed took note of the time, and started my kick routine. ( Nothing systematic like in trainspotting, just sorta twiddling my thumbs/starting random projects and making a mess) the sick started to come on and I pushed on as far as I could until I was bed ridden to slowly start the flair orchatara that I was going to be performing for however long. I then realized something I had not forgotten for a second, I had no subs. So I desperation starting texting possible connects, slowly as trying to type without twitching was getting harder rand harder. Found some, went out and copped those. The movement from having to go cop helped expell some of the elasticity building up in my bones. Got my subs, an headed home. Took 4 ketamine tourches, pooped some lyrica, a few Xanax and some Tylenol pm and passed out for a bit, before I did subs, just to be safe. When I finally figured I was in full wd it was just under 30 hrs since I started getting get wd symptoms. I tore half a mg sub strip of and mixed with a few mls of water and wet lines it. Waiting for a bit of relief I started panicking cos it went the other direction. I rushed to get a handful of strips out of the wd prof wrappers and stuffed em under my tongue cos I mee what was comming. Came to sometime later soar, covered in sweat, a really wet fart, and a trashed room. My dog was looking at me with a face that said " good job fucker" with a hint of concern. I was still in comming off the precipitated we and played in bed and sat up and lied down repeatedly for an amount of time I was in no shape to notice. So I guess this is a warning. If you think it's been long enough, just wait a bit longer, and then a bit longer still before taking a sub or bupe. Hope this saves someone from having to go through that.

 

[bratchny]

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