25

[Frosty da snowman]

This started as an explantion of why I got a barcode tattoo, and then quickly turned into something else.

Blue death, blue birth, blue face
This is how it all begins
Denial
From the source
Form the get go
from the moment of true life
You start this world with forced breath
Oxygenated
Protected
tented
Falsely pure
Lies from the slap, and a drooly smile
1:45 am your awake born and lessened
remember this

you feel smiles
teachers
parents and mothers
the absence of father
your six and burned
this is pain remember this

fast forward
many books, many movies, many toys
childhood and security
remember this
this is happiness

slow motion
you found father
dad
protector
liar
remember the creaking’s
the black eyes
the heavy make up
the midnight realizations
the abandonment
this is life get used to it

remember the fear
the drugs
the visions
the music
this is god
this is angst
this is as good as it gets
idolize your teenage years

feel these dazed moments
an angels voice in your ear
the devil at your back
a moment of regret and taste of reality
you can taste the air

inhale the century
your decay
the lust for black
the lust for night
your 25
looking for passion
looking for lust
and looking for love in the hazel smoke of a stripers eyes.
Happy birthday.