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Greenlighter
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I'm new here.
I'll start off, I'm pretty new to trip reports and psychedelics in general so forgive me if this is not the generally accepted format, etc..
Dose: 1mg blotter
Route: I placed it on my gums
A few days ago, I hit up my friend T since he sells tabs on the side. T was always chill, always would blaze together, nice fellow. He needed gas money so I figure everyone can win out of this, I could help him out and he could get me out of a boring afternoon third wheeling it. So I bought a 1mg tab of 25-b off of him. I had to help my friend with a project so I figured i'd drop during, since I've read in various places that it can take an hour or two to kick in.
We started to walk over to my friend B's house, to pick up a few things. This is when things started to get weird. I noticed that I couldn't keep my balance nearly as well as normal, and I felt as if my headspace was clouded. There were no visuals yet, however I did notice that colors seemed a bit...brighter.
We left B's house and went back to my other friend's house (lets call him C to keep things simple). I was at Cs house, sitting there. This is where my memory becomes a little botched so forgive me if I don't explain stuff well. I soon left, which is where things got bad.
I left his house and walked to the nearby park, which took me about an hour. During the time, bad things went to worse as the sun set and it got very dark outside. I saw cops and got very very paranoid, and I felt like everyone was mad at me for some reason. I felt like jumping off the nearby bridge, but I didn't (I suffer from depression so this might have had something to do with it).
I got home safely without a scratch, and I went to go grab some food. I was still really scared. I have a lot of day of the dead stuff in my kitchen, and they were fluctuating in size and shape, and it was very nerve wracking because at this point there was a small amount of light coming from the light bulb (I'm pretty sure this was just some kind of hallucination...the light is working fine right now..) and it cast an eery light on everything. My house can get very quiet, and even sober it can feel very, very lonely. Well that lonely feeling on drugs is 100x worse. I grabbed some food and called my girlfriend, because I felt very lonely.
The floor started doing weird things..almost as if the patterns in my carpet were twirling around. The only way I could explain it is a motion blur, but they would move themselves on their own independently regardless of whether or not I moved my eyes. I went onto my computer to look at videos, and at this point I was feeling good enough to get off the phone with my girlfriend.
The laptop screen itself was really bright, so I put on a pair of shades and dimmed it down, and turned on the overhead light. At this point I was really relaxed, I have a vape pen and was vaping off of it while listening to Horseshoe Gang's Mixtape Monthly (for those of you into rap, i'd definitely recommend it), and it was pretty good from here on out. I saw patterns in everything...
At this point I remember going onto my ps3 and skyping my friend, and as we were in a black ops 2 party, it got really weird. I couldn't really ever formulate my sentences properly while on this, and while I had no problem with short bursts, anyone talking to me longer than 2 minutes could tell. Needless to say, I was really bad.
Going back to the patterns, whilst this was going on, the tv was really blurry as it is around 10 feet away from my couch. I was playing, but the light was blurring, and I noticed small patterns in the blurs, which was nice. Also, I'm not necessarily sure if this was me or not, but I would notice that the ground would change color. Out where I live, the sunset can be gorgeous and illuminate the whole sky, and sometimes it casts an orange/reddish color on top of everything, however the floor was a light red hue and was moving.
I ended up staying up until around 12 in the morning, I started at around 3-4pm ish. Overall it was pleasant aside from having to walk home by myself. I would not recommend this for anyone starting psychedelics, it's my first one and it kinda shook me up a bit. The day after I was really depressed from the bad part of the trip where I had to walk home. Hell, this is an understatement. The bad part of the trip was terrifying. I saw cops and thought they were going to arrest me, I was really paranoid and I felt depression swallowing my insides. I'm really glad I didn't do anything. For anyone new to this, please have a friend around, especially if you are depressed.
I think the lesson I learned from this is to always respect the unknown. And have a friend there with you.
I hope this helped someone, thanks.
I'll start off, I'm pretty new to trip reports and psychedelics in general so forgive me if this is not the generally accepted format, etc..
Dose: 1mg blotter
Route: I placed it on my gums
A few days ago, I hit up my friend T since he sells tabs on the side. T was always chill, always would blaze together, nice fellow. He needed gas money so I figure everyone can win out of this, I could help him out and he could get me out of a boring afternoon third wheeling it. So I bought a 1mg tab of 25-b off of him. I had to help my friend with a project so I figured i'd drop during, since I've read in various places that it can take an hour or two to kick in.
We started to walk over to my friend B's house, to pick up a few things. This is when things started to get weird. I noticed that I couldn't keep my balance nearly as well as normal, and I felt as if my headspace was clouded. There were no visuals yet, however I did notice that colors seemed a bit...brighter.
We left B's house and went back to my other friend's house (lets call him C to keep things simple). I was at Cs house, sitting there. This is where my memory becomes a little botched so forgive me if I don't explain stuff well. I soon left, which is where things got bad.
I left his house and walked to the nearby park, which took me about an hour. During the time, bad things went to worse as the sun set and it got very dark outside. I saw cops and got very very paranoid, and I felt like everyone was mad at me for some reason. I felt like jumping off the nearby bridge, but I didn't (I suffer from depression so this might have had something to do with it).
I got home safely without a scratch, and I went to go grab some food. I was still really scared. I have a lot of day of the dead stuff in my kitchen, and they were fluctuating in size and shape, and it was very nerve wracking because at this point there was a small amount of light coming from the light bulb (I'm pretty sure this was just some kind of hallucination...the light is working fine right now..) and it cast an eery light on everything. My house can get very quiet, and even sober it can feel very, very lonely. Well that lonely feeling on drugs is 100x worse. I grabbed some food and called my girlfriend, because I felt very lonely.
The floor started doing weird things..almost as if the patterns in my carpet were twirling around. The only way I could explain it is a motion blur, but they would move themselves on their own independently regardless of whether or not I moved my eyes. I went onto my computer to look at videos, and at this point I was feeling good enough to get off the phone with my girlfriend.
The laptop screen itself was really bright, so I put on a pair of shades and dimmed it down, and turned on the overhead light. At this point I was really relaxed, I have a vape pen and was vaping off of it while listening to Horseshoe Gang's Mixtape Monthly (for those of you into rap, i'd definitely recommend it), and it was pretty good from here on out. I saw patterns in everything...
At this point I remember going onto my ps3 and skyping my friend, and as we were in a black ops 2 party, it got really weird. I couldn't really ever formulate my sentences properly while on this, and while I had no problem with short bursts, anyone talking to me longer than 2 minutes could tell. Needless to say, I was really bad.
Going back to the patterns, whilst this was going on, the tv was really blurry as it is around 10 feet away from my couch. I was playing, but the light was blurring, and I noticed small patterns in the blurs, which was nice. Also, I'm not necessarily sure if this was me or not, but I would notice that the ground would change color. Out where I live, the sunset can be gorgeous and illuminate the whole sky, and sometimes it casts an orange/reddish color on top of everything, however the floor was a light red hue and was moving.
I ended up staying up until around 12 in the morning, I started at around 3-4pm ish. Overall it was pleasant aside from having to walk home by myself. I would not recommend this for anyone starting psychedelics, it's my first one and it kinda shook me up a bit. The day after I was really depressed from the bad part of the trip where I had to walk home. Hell, this is an understatement. The bad part of the trip was terrifying. I saw cops and thought they were going to arrest me, I was really paranoid and I felt depression swallowing my insides. I'm really glad I didn't do anything. For anyone new to this, please have a friend around, especially if you are depressed.
I think the lesson I learned from this is to always respect the unknown. And have a friend there with you.
I hope this helped someone, thanks.
