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[AlphaCharlieID]

I once felt strong,
Felt i could take on anything,
Felt i had the world at my feet,
I once felt loved.

That love seems to have gone,
I now feel weak,
I now feel like nothing,
I now am not loved.

He hates me, I dont know why.
He likes to toment me, i dont know why.
He ignores me.
He still hurts me.

I would do anything to be loved again,
I would do anything to feel wanted,
Not like a burdon,

Why does it still hurt so much?
I chose this path long ago,
You were never there for me,
Why do i still love you?

I dont need you, But i want you.

Why dont you love me?
Why dont you need me?
Why do you hate me?
Why cant i please you?

Why?

 

[Dastrix Slogan]

I dont need you, But i want you.

I think you have summed it up right there, its a horrible spiral to be caught in, it just takes time to let people unravel from your life. Much strenght to you!

 

[AlphaCharlieID]

Thank you

 

[up all night]

Ohh I wish I'd read this earlier!! I was in that exact position for months after my ex and I broke up [although I blame my failure to move on on my love of self torture] but things will get better! Trust me! For me, I just woke up one day and realised that there are some people who make you less of a person. It's like they suck the life out of you. Noone needs people like that in their life. Thank you for posting that!