Cudi
Bluelighter
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- Jan 25, 2015
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So lastnight around 6:15pm I took half of a 20mg Adderall Instant Release Pill, so 10mg for my first time ever. I did it so I could make lots of progress on a final essay I have due tomorrow. Everything went pretty well. I got some euphoria, focus, and overall amped up feeling. I was getting chills listening to some music because it seemed slightly more intense. I was really nervous prior to taking it because I have pretty bad anxiety when it comes to taking new substances (due to a traumatic LSD trip over 3 years ago), I just get very worried when I take new stuff.
But, all was well. The comedown sort of sucked and I may still be feeling some lingering effects after 24 hours. Is it normal? I only slept for about 5 hours afterwards when I thought it was starting to wear off. As of now, my resting heart rate still seems slightly high and I have a noticeable feeling of anxiety at the moment. There have been a few times in the last 16 hours where I have felt perhaps on the verge of a panic attack. Basically my question is, is my heart rate still slightly high right now because there's still some in my system? Or is it my body craving more and it's a moderate withdrawal symptom? I'm contemplating taking the other half within the next 2 hours, and I'm hoping I get the same experience as lastnight. Any help is appreciated as I'm not too educated with stimulants and it was my very first time ever trying one.
But, all was well. The comedown sort of sucked and I may still be feeling some lingering effects after 24 hours. Is it normal? I only slept for about 5 hours afterwards when I thought it was starting to wear off. As of now, my resting heart rate still seems slightly high and I have a noticeable feeling of anxiety at the moment. There have been a few times in the last 16 hours where I have felt perhaps on the verge of a panic attack. Basically my question is, is my heart rate still slightly high right now because there's still some in my system? Or is it my body craving more and it's a moderate withdrawal symptom? I'm contemplating taking the other half within the next 2 hours, and I'm hoping I get the same experience as lastnight. Any help is appreciated as I'm not too educated with stimulants and it was my very first time ever trying one.