23yo on methadone using crystal meth to overcome the ibido problems methadone causes

[the_ketaman]

Im 23 and on 90mg of methadone due to past opiate habits liike oxy, morphine and mostly heroin. Been through the whole methadone bupe thing over and over, been to enough rehabs and I find theres not enough places for people my age to talk about their drug use except for drug counsellors and case worikers at the methadone clinic. Of course aside from other users.

I need to find an aleternative to crystal meth of the dirty meth we get around here which I guess americans would call crank. Its the paste equivalent to euro-speed. low quaity, dity, crap stuff sold as speed/gas/base/pure(lol)/ox blood or many other names. No where near the potency of most crystal and its usually racemic meth whereas I like my d-meth to smoke and shoot.

But anyway im gay and have been getting a ton lately on and off the meth but its so much better on the meth. Are there any other things I can use that could make me feel a raw and uninhibited as the shards. I see all these 40+yr old guys that get so hard and so into it and have the highest sex drive and im 23 and it takes me a bit t get going unless im on the stuff like fuck what to do!

All replies welcome, thx from K-Man

 

[Mysterie]

this probly isnt what you want to hear but it just seems inadvisable to counter dope dick by doing meth

can you switch to suboxone and taper your dosage to 2-4mg eventually? it would be hard but apparently at that dose it doesnt effect your libido and you can still be on maintenance

your desire for a more fulfilling sex life could be the drive you need to get off a high dose of done? the instant gratification solution which your going for often makes everything worse long term

 

[pofacedhoe]

you need to taper the opiates, boy will that push up your sex drive.

meth=bigger problems in future, opiates are masking its nasty after effects and depression