AnanasBannana
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 26, 2015
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- 93
12am - Fall asleep
4am - 25mcg 1P-LSD.
6am - Wake up, get ready for work. I didn't get much sleep last night but I definitely feel quite awake. Feel slight electrical tingles but communication is lucid - no I'll effects.
I won't go too much into the day but I was definitely more relaxed, and not in a good way. I didn't have the anxiety required to quickly finish repetitive tasks. I found long technical emails quite challenging and my tone was super informal.
I wrote this to a CTO of a global multinational:
"Hey dude how's life? Realistically I know you want to go down this route with FP but unless you only want mathy folks with super nerd skills - we're gonna have to get some regular OOP guys and just teach em y'know."
5:15pm: Took another 20 mcg because I was getting tired.
7:00pm: Drinking wine. Took another 10 mcg because it was going to be a long night (I have 100 tabs so I can afford to be wasteful).
8:00PM: I start feeling odd. I'm seeing bright lights occasionally from the corner of my eye. Not vivid enough to decide if it's placebo or not!
10:00PM: So frustrated by the Pseudo visuals that I decide, screw it, (also slight inebriated at this point). Swallow 100Mcg.
10:25PM: Realised I probably developed a tolerance from micro dosing. Do not want to be up all night with a weak experience. Take another 100mcg tab.
[Note: these are definitely 100mcg tabs. Very legitimate source].
11:00PM: Girlfriend is asleep beside me. Things start getting weird.
11:15Pm: In dimly lit room, door starts expanding and contracting.
11:20Pm: OEV and CEVs
11:35pm: have you ever watched a movie and the voices have been creepily slowed down? Those were my thoughts.
At this point I realise this is about to get very, very crazy - I've never tripped this strongly before. Room still dark. GF still asleep, unaware.
12-3:30am: Just float through hyperspace. I cannot describe this. Endless CEV fractals expanding into infinity.
Music in my head is playing so loud there's no point putting in earphones.
Interestingly, one song played when it was challenging. Another played when euphoric. I had no control over this and I could not think of the other song until that wave was over.
At one point, I was in a fetal ball literally being beaten up by the music - my ego was destroyed and split into meaningless energy. (Ugh, I sound like such a hippy).
4am: GF's dad got up to take shower (he works early mornings). Sound reverberates around the house unpleasantantly.
Suddenly the room starts flashing black and white extremely violently - my heart beats out of my chest, I'm drowning. If I had thought there was a 5% this was nbome, I would have called 911 there and then.
I flew into my bathroom, turn on lights and drink water. I feel like I'm drowning in mucus. Why can't I breathe? Eventually I get under control - come to realisation that I must just have very heightened senses in my throat.
5am: back to bed beside girlfriend. At this point I stopped thinking in English - at one point I can only think in colour; later, only in Dutch; then, in French accent??? At one point I held my gf muttering meYou-I #safe... so weird.
I won't go into my revelations because they were quite personal. My senses were so fucked up by the end, my hands and throat were huge - I couldn't tell where I started and my GF ended, we were the same, so unusual.
Eventually, I passed out.
Wow that was long!
4am - 25mcg 1P-LSD.
6am - Wake up, get ready for work. I didn't get much sleep last night but I definitely feel quite awake. Feel slight electrical tingles but communication is lucid - no I'll effects.
I won't go too much into the day but I was definitely more relaxed, and not in a good way. I didn't have the anxiety required to quickly finish repetitive tasks. I found long technical emails quite challenging and my tone was super informal.
I wrote this to a CTO of a global multinational:
"Hey dude how's life? Realistically I know you want to go down this route with FP but unless you only want mathy folks with super nerd skills - we're gonna have to get some regular OOP guys and just teach em y'know."
5:15pm: Took another 20 mcg because I was getting tired.
7:00pm: Drinking wine. Took another 10 mcg because it was going to be a long night (I have 100 tabs so I can afford to be wasteful).
8:00PM: I start feeling odd. I'm seeing bright lights occasionally from the corner of my eye. Not vivid enough to decide if it's placebo or not!
10:00PM: So frustrated by the Pseudo visuals that I decide, screw it, (also slight inebriated at this point). Swallow 100Mcg.
10:25PM: Realised I probably developed a tolerance from micro dosing. Do not want to be up all night with a weak experience. Take another 100mcg tab.
[Note: these are definitely 100mcg tabs. Very legitimate source].
11:00PM: Girlfriend is asleep beside me. Things start getting weird.
11:15Pm: In dimly lit room, door starts expanding and contracting.
11:20Pm: OEV and CEVs
11:35pm: have you ever watched a movie and the voices have been creepily slowed down? Those were my thoughts.
At this point I realise this is about to get very, very crazy - I've never tripped this strongly before. Room still dark. GF still asleep, unaware.
12-3:30am: Just float through hyperspace. I cannot describe this. Endless CEV fractals expanding into infinity.
Music in my head is playing so loud there's no point putting in earphones.
Interestingly, one song played when it was challenging. Another played when euphoric. I had no control over this and I could not think of the other song until that wave was over.
At one point, I was in a fetal ball literally being beaten up by the music - my ego was destroyed and split into meaningless energy. (Ugh, I sound like such a hippy).
4am: GF's dad got up to take shower (he works early mornings). Sound reverberates around the house unpleasantantly.
Suddenly the room starts flashing black and white extremely violently - my heart beats out of my chest, I'm drowning. If I had thought there was a 5% this was nbome, I would have called 911 there and then.
I flew into my bathroom, turn on lights and drink water. I feel like I'm drowning in mucus. Why can't I breathe? Eventually I get under control - come to realisation that I must just have very heightened senses in my throat.
5am: back to bed beside girlfriend. At this point I stopped thinking in English - at one point I can only think in colour; later, only in Dutch; then, in French accent??? At one point I held my gf muttering meYou-I #safe... so weird.
I won't go into my revelations because they were quite personal. My senses were so fucked up by the end, my hands and throat were huge - I couldn't tell where I started and my GF ended, we were the same, so unusual.
Eventually, I passed out.
Wow that was long!
