ognobognob
Bluelighter
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Ive been takong methadone for 8 years now. It's Monday. I went in 11 day or 264 hours ago.
I have 180 oxy 30s for withdrawl. I now have 46
I stopped taking methadone as soon as I had the oxy
The oxycodone aren't fucking cutting it, I'm taking 200 maybe 300 mgs who the fuck knows. Ill be good durin the day now but something still isn't right. The worst was about day 6-7... I could do enough oxy to keep my shit right. 4 hours after I sleep I'm in WD again.
On day 11 I'm still doing the shit although not as bad. I have taken 0 mgs of methadone. I'm going to go as long as I can but I'm desperately thinking ill need them again once the oxy is gone. The doc thought the 180 was a 3 month script... Is he higher then I am? Wtf? He's compassionate but it's like the methadone has built such a blood level it's hard to overcome. I have 300 methadone left, hundreds of Xanax a d klonopin.
The reason I decided to quit.. I nearly od'd sitting on my couch eating fucking lucky charms. Shitty way to go... And I ain't losing another girl again to being too lazy to get up at 8am cause I have too much methadone and sleep sound.
I'm masturbating like 8 times a day (I've read the book junky and was excepting it) but god damn, sometimes a nuisance.
The mornings and nights are the worst
I need to ask advice... Should I tell him he's crazy to put 180 oxys at me and say that's it? Input needed. I've never been so sure I want to quit in my life. And I know it's gonna be dark... Real dark
I have 180 oxy 30s for withdrawl. I now have 46
I stopped taking methadone as soon as I had the oxy
The oxycodone aren't fucking cutting it, I'm taking 200 maybe 300 mgs who the fuck knows. Ill be good durin the day now but something still isn't right. The worst was about day 6-7... I could do enough oxy to keep my shit right. 4 hours after I sleep I'm in WD again.
On day 11 I'm still doing the shit although not as bad. I have taken 0 mgs of methadone. I'm going to go as long as I can but I'm desperately thinking ill need them again once the oxy is gone. The doc thought the 180 was a 3 month script... Is he higher then I am? Wtf? He's compassionate but it's like the methadone has built such a blood level it's hard to overcome. I have 300 methadone left, hundreds of Xanax a d klonopin.
The reason I decided to quit.. I nearly od'd sitting on my couch eating fucking lucky charms. Shitty way to go... And I ain't losing another girl again to being too lazy to get up at 8am cause I have too much methadone and sleep sound.
I'm masturbating like 8 times a day (I've read the book junky and was excepting it) but god damn, sometimes a nuisance.
The mornings and nights are the worst
I need to ask advice... Should I tell him he's crazy to put 180 oxys at me and say that's it? Input needed. I've never been so sure I want to quit in my life. And I know it's gonna be dark... Real dark
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