rayssjr,
25 days? Wow, congrats man!
What drugs were you using?
I'm asking because im currently trying to get out of the drug world and become sober.
I'm currently on MMT, taking 80mg daily for my past 6 year Hydrocodone/Oxycodone/Heroin addiction. I took pills orally, and smoked the black tar heroin. I was never a IV user. But people say, smoking heroin W/d is just as bad as IV'ing it. I totally believe it, I honestly couldn't handle 30 minutes of H W/d, the shit is SO intense. My legs would literally flap like jello, in A LOT of pain (RLS), puking, diareah, depression, anxiety, the whole 9 yards of a hardcore opiate w/d. I had no choice but to go on methadone, or I would've literally committed suicide with H W/d. WAY too intense. too much pain, physically, AND phsycologically.
I can honestly say, methadone saved my life.
Of course, every drug has their ups and downs, the up of methadone is keeping you away from other illegal or illicit drugs, but the down part is getting off the methadone.
I know methadone W/d is even more uncomfortable than H w/d, but not as intense, but lasts way longer to make it harder to stop. But I have an AWESOME methadone doctor who actually cares FOR ME. Most people say on internet forums, their doctors try to keep them their for a longer period of time for more money, but not my doctor, anytime he sees me, he asks me if im ready to taper down yet, im currently NOT ready yet, because im currently tapering off benzos. I used Xanax and Valium for 7+ months straight, everyday. Alone, Xanax dose range would be 6-10mg daily, Valium 80-120mg daily. When combined, I would use 4-6mg Xanax and 40-60mg of valium, so now im medically tapering off with Klonopin. Going down 1/2mg every 2 weeks. I started on 6mg daily, now im on 4mg daily. its working wonders so far.
If you do it right, you WILL do it. But if you go to fast, your pushing too hard for a relapse, I learned my lesson BIG time.
When im done with my benzo taper (few months), im going to start tapering methadone.
My doctor recommended going down 1-2mg per week, he said that's the safest way, and you're w/d will be very easy when your dose is low. or even off it completely.
But my plan is, to get down to 30mg and switch to Subutex.
Because I heard from MANY people, that's the best way to get off hardcore opiates like methadone, is using suboxone or subutex.