Bill
Bluelight Crew
I had a pretty huge oxy/dope habit when I came across just two 20mg opana for the first time
Seriously I was doing close to either a gram of good dope or like close to 300mg of oxy a day and not even getting that high
I snorted the one on the way to work hoping it would keep me well for my nightly shift
Oh yeah I also was taking about 20-30mg of methadone at night as well
Anyway that night all I had was the opana and just the one 20 seriously kept me high as fuck until like 5am and I went in at 9pm
I snorted half of the other one after work and slept so fucking good when I got home
This was all before I ever iv'd anything and was just a snorter so I couldn't tell you that side since all I came across when iv'ing was dope and oxy
I bet it's fucking intense though
That's all in the past now though, I've been poppy free for close to a year now and I try not to come and lurk these dope threads because yeah sometimes shit triggers me, but I'm not gonna front and lie like it doesn't cross my mind a lot to just go grab a bag and go to nod land for the day
It's literally 10 minutes away from me, thousands of connects and it seems like everyone is strung out around here
Just didn't want to be numb anymore, waking up sick and scheming everyday just to be physically well until tomorrow
I'd rather do fun drugs again that aren't so addicting, I guess...
With opiates most of the time you eventually get so closed off you don't talk to anyone anymore and just go get your bag for the day and sit in your room all night alone looking retarded drooling on yourself nodding out
Wouldn't you rather be in a cuddle puddle all loved up on molly and lsd
Edit: Chefbro, stay strong, try to keep busy even if you don't feel like it, might help with the cravings, I know it won't do shit for the physical part, sadly
Seriously I was doing close to either a gram of good dope or like close to 300mg of oxy a day and not even getting that high
I snorted the one on the way to work hoping it would keep me well for my nightly shift
Oh yeah I also was taking about 20-30mg of methadone at night as well
Anyway that night all I had was the opana and just the one 20 seriously kept me high as fuck until like 5am and I went in at 9pm
I snorted half of the other one after work and slept so fucking good when I got home
This was all before I ever iv'd anything and was just a snorter so I couldn't tell you that side since all I came across when iv'ing was dope and oxy
I bet it's fucking intense though
That's all in the past now though, I've been poppy free for close to a year now and I try not to come and lurk these dope threads because yeah sometimes shit triggers me, but I'm not gonna front and lie like it doesn't cross my mind a lot to just go grab a bag and go to nod land for the day
It's literally 10 minutes away from me, thousands of connects and it seems like everyone is strung out around here
Just didn't want to be numb anymore, waking up sick and scheming everyday just to be physically well until tomorrow
I'd rather do fun drugs again that aren't so addicting, I guess...
With opiates most of the time you eventually get so closed off you don't talk to anyone anymore and just go get your bag for the day and sit in your room all night alone looking retarded drooling on yourself nodding out
Wouldn't you rather be in a cuddle puddle all loved up on molly and lsd
Edit: Chefbro, stay strong, try to keep busy even if you don't feel like it, might help with the cravings, I know it won't do shit for the physical part, sadly
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