titicaca2
Bluelighter
I have been an IV heroin user for two years. My tolerance is very high, but I have been trying to ween down. I have been taking quarter doses with a .5 mg xanax in the morning to combat the anxiety that has to do with under-dosing. Well, I'm out of dope. I have 30 2mg dilaudid.
I have tried this twice now, the first time I crushed 10 of the 2mg small pills (small M on them, very small round white pill) in between a piece of paper with a lighter and poured the powder onto the spoon. I added one CC of water, as I only have one CC rigs. I thoroughly stirred it up, then I used a large pre-wet loose cotton filter (no micron available) and dropped it in the center of paste and tried to suck up liquid. I got about 30 units and the rest was a gunky paste. I added more water and mixed it around, trying to move the cotton around to the more watery (less pasty) spots to absorb the liquid. With a whole bunch of white paste left on my spoon, I eventually had a rig almost full of liquid. But when I hit, I felt nothing. Absolutely nothing.
The second time I used 16mg (8 of them) and put them directly on the spoon and added about 2 cc's of water. I crushed them with the plunger. This time, I heated it. This seemed to separate the water from the gunk. I used the same process to cotton filter it and retrieve a 1 cc rig full of clear liquid. This time, I was dope sick, and although I felt NO RUSH I seemed to feel better.
Is it my tolerance? My process? I don't understand.
But I don't want to keep wasting them, I'd rather save them and just get my D.O.C...
I have tried this twice now, the first time I crushed 10 of the 2mg small pills (small M on them, very small round white pill) in between a piece of paper with a lighter and poured the powder onto the spoon. I added one CC of water, as I only have one CC rigs. I thoroughly stirred it up, then I used a large pre-wet loose cotton filter (no micron available) and dropped it in the center of paste and tried to suck up liquid. I got about 30 units and the rest was a gunky paste. I added more water and mixed it around, trying to move the cotton around to the more watery (less pasty) spots to absorb the liquid. With a whole bunch of white paste left on my spoon, I eventually had a rig almost full of liquid. But when I hit, I felt nothing. Absolutely nothing.
The second time I used 16mg (8 of them) and put them directly on the spoon and added about 2 cc's of water. I crushed them with the plunger. This time, I heated it. This seemed to separate the water from the gunk. I used the same process to cotton filter it and retrieve a 1 cc rig full of clear liquid. This time, I was dope sick, and although I felt NO RUSH I seemed to feel better.
Is it my tolerance? My process? I don't understand.
But I don't want to keep wasting them, I'd rather save them and just get my D.O.C...
