junkie skumbag
Bluelighter
ok first off i weigh about 70kg n about 6'2 and im 17 i am perscribed valium for my anxity/panic attacks.
well i was up north on a holoday (i live in southwest australia)very hot day and had very badsunburn n had about 3-4 mddies before taking valium. so i was up north visiting my uncle and sep-brother i had been talking to my step bro i will call him S from now on eyler in the day and had organised to go to a party with him and his mate none of them i knew so i was starting to get very nervouse about 2 n half hours before he was comming to pick me up so droped a 5mg valium.
another hour went by and nothing had changed so had another valium about half hour later S arived and i got was still quite nervose so doped one more valium ( i migt add this is the most valium i have ever taken i usally only need 5 mg to clamdwn) and went out the front n jumed in his car no one but S was in the car so my anxity went away a little.
we went to the bottol-o n i decided to get a bottol of vodka cos that keeps me pissed fast n give me lots of confidence lol (i usally drink beer but i wanted to get pissed fast as i knew we were going to pick up S's mate soon and anxity was comming back)
so on the way to pick up S's mate i droped 90 mg of codiene t clam me more S has no idea i have anxity we picked up his mates and i was being my usal quite neroves self.
we got to the party and started drinking.had 2 masive skulls out of the bottol to lossen my self up and had a 50-50 mix with coke.
now this is were thing got fun/weird the piss started to set in and i was less neroves n started talking (OMFG I NEVER DO THAT lol) got about just under half a bottol down and found out that one of S mates had some weed n he asked me if i wanted to have a cannie (i am a bong man) wit him round back so wnet and had a huge rip of the kootah hydro and instentley had to throw up.
finished puking and returned to the party had a few more drinks n stared playing ping pong and punching the boxing bag for some reason?(everone was).
about a quarter of the bottol is left and im really quite fucked up at this point up on the "dance floor" busting out lol (witch i have never had the confidence to do before)
finish off the bottol while geting a massage for some slut who was giving every bloke at the party massage's.looking down at the floor the noticed i had no shirt on i was like "WTF!?!" but dident really bother me n started talking to some bloke about how the drugs are up north turns out the fucking more overpriced than my town...so we went off to have a cannie he packeda really big rip for me had returned to the party about 5 mins past (atleast i tink it was 5 mins)n really had to throw up.
stumbled my way over to behind the cars and collapesd on the graviel n started puking my guts out i think i must have passed out for a while cos the next thing i rember is S n a few of the other blokesstanding over me say we been looking for u for fucking ages are u ok man all i could do was vomit and rambel shit so i layedthere for a while and S asked me if i wanted to go back to my uncles (i was living there for the holiday)cos i dident look like i was enjoying too much he was drinking so he couldent drive somehow we got this chicks mum o drive me n S back.
now from here it gets a bit hazey i rember a bit of the trip home leaning over a bucket the whole time.making it to the bottom of the stairs of my uncles do not rember geting up the stairs got to the top and colloapesd on the tiles.my dad came out with a glass of water for me i apprentley i just pushed it over and smashed it.i rember geting into bed a tiping a glaas of water over myself by mistake.
woke up in the morning with no hang over at all (weird) noticed my shirt was missing and i had a swollien ankle and bruzied knuckles so went out to talk to S about what happend the night before and apprentley we got to the party and only stayed there for about a hour and a half and me and S and 2 other chick (i cant even rember there names lol) left to go to someones house to go for a swim i think that were i lost my shirt we were swiming for the majoity of the night wich is very fucked up cos i dont even rember leaving the party :S we ended up going back to the party and stayed for about another 3 hours before leaving apprenly we were all having a boxing bag punching compotision think thats how i bruized my knucles and S had to drag me up the stairs think thats how my ankle got swollon when i got up stairs appretly i was throwing up black vail.
this was the first time i have ever got blackout so it was very weird for me.
so so thats it and sorry if i rambled on a bit i have just had sme meth sooooo yer i would not recomend that anyone drinks this much while taking valium.i was not aware that drink while on valium is dangurse til the next day when my dad explaned to me that 2 CNS deprsionts do mix well together.well lesson lernt will never to that again but had a good tme tho..
there is alot more but i cant be fucked writing more XP
well i was up north on a holoday (i live in southwest australia)very hot day and had very badsunburn n had about 3-4 mddies before taking valium. so i was up north visiting my uncle and sep-brother i had been talking to my step bro i will call him S from now on eyler in the day and had organised to go to a party with him and his mate none of them i knew so i was starting to get very nervouse about 2 n half hours before he was comming to pick me up so droped a 5mg valium.
another hour went by and nothing had changed so had another valium about half hour later S arived and i got was still quite nervose so doped one more valium ( i migt add this is the most valium i have ever taken i usally only need 5 mg to clamdwn) and went out the front n jumed in his car no one but S was in the car so my anxity went away a little.
we went to the bottol-o n i decided to get a bottol of vodka cos that keeps me pissed fast n give me lots of confidence lol (i usally drink beer but i wanted to get pissed fast as i knew we were going to pick up S's mate soon and anxity was comming back)
so on the way to pick up S's mate i droped 90 mg of codiene t clam me more S has no idea i have anxity we picked up his mates and i was being my usal quite neroves self.
we got to the party and started drinking.had 2 masive skulls out of the bottol to lossen my self up and had a 50-50 mix with coke.
now this is were thing got fun/weird the piss started to set in and i was less neroves n started talking (OMFG I NEVER DO THAT lol) got about just under half a bottol down and found out that one of S mates had some weed n he asked me if i wanted to have a cannie (i am a bong man) wit him round back so wnet and had a huge rip of the kootah hydro and instentley had to throw up.
finished puking and returned to the party had a few more drinks n stared playing ping pong and punching the boxing bag for some reason?(everone was).
about a quarter of the bottol is left and im really quite fucked up at this point up on the "dance floor" busting out lol (witch i have never had the confidence to do before)
finish off the bottol while geting a massage for some slut who was giving every bloke at the party massage's.looking down at the floor the noticed i had no shirt on i was like "WTF!?!" but dident really bother me n started talking to some bloke about how the drugs are up north turns out the fucking more overpriced than my town...so we went off to have a cannie he packeda really big rip for me had returned to the party about 5 mins past (atleast i tink it was 5 mins)n really had to throw up.
stumbled my way over to behind the cars and collapesd on the graviel n started puking my guts out i think i must have passed out for a while cos the next thing i rember is S n a few of the other blokesstanding over me say we been looking for u for fucking ages are u ok man all i could do was vomit and rambel shit so i layedthere for a while and S asked me if i wanted to go back to my uncles (i was living there for the holiday)cos i dident look like i was enjoying too much he was drinking so he couldent drive somehow we got this chicks mum o drive me n S back.
now from here it gets a bit hazey i rember a bit of the trip home leaning over a bucket the whole time.making it to the bottom of the stairs of my uncles do not rember geting up the stairs got to the top and colloapesd on the tiles.my dad came out with a glass of water for me i apprentley i just pushed it over and smashed it.i rember geting into bed a tiping a glaas of water over myself by mistake.
woke up in the morning with no hang over at all (weird) noticed my shirt was missing and i had a swollien ankle and bruzied knuckles so went out to talk to S about what happend the night before and apprentley we got to the party and only stayed there for about a hour and a half and me and S and 2 other chick (i cant even rember there names lol) left to go to someones house to go for a swim i think that were i lost my shirt we were swiming for the majoity of the night wich is very fucked up cos i dont even rember leaving the party :S we ended up going back to the party and stayed for about another 3 hours before leaving apprenly we were all having a boxing bag punching compotision think thats how i bruized my knucles and S had to drag me up the stairs think thats how my ankle got swollon when i got up stairs appretly i was throwing up black vail.
this was the first time i have ever got blackout so it was very weird for me.
so so thats it and sorry if i rambled on a bit i have just had sme meth sooooo yer i would not recomend that anyone drinks this much while taking valium.i was not aware that drink while on valium is dangurse til the next day when my dad explaned to me that 2 CNS deprsionts do mix well together.well lesson lernt will never to that again but had a good tme tho..
there is alot more but i cant be fucked writing more XP
